Beyond Cloudfall - Chapter 3
On that night, the dragon settled me on the highest level of his cave, alongside all of the treasures he had amassed, as if I were just another one of them.
This place seems to have everything, but all I can have is the moonlight spilling in from the cave opening high above.
At night, as soon as I close my eyes, the sound of the wind circling through the cave causes me to see that blood-red valley and hear the dragon’s cries.
The moment the blade pierces his chest, the same pain and rage tears through me as well.
Perhaps… a piece of the dragon’s soul really did enter my body at the moment the greatsword was pulled out.
At the time, I had no idea what that meant.
I also didn’t know that this was the beginning of all the curses.
— Day 2
At dawn’s first light, I lie on the pile of gold coins, squinting at those mediocre jewels. The Demon Sealing Blade traces its third flourish across my palm.
MC: (Fattening me up before killing me…. But just letting him manipulate me like this, I’m being too passive…)
MC: (His power seems to come from his right eye. If I can possess that eye…)
After thinking about it for an entire night, I decide I must have it.
Perhaps if I can obtain that eye, I can escape from the dragon’s side and avoid the ending where my soul is devoured.
So this also means… I must make a move against the dragon.
MC: (One attempt certainly won’t be successful. I might not be able to hurt him at all, but there’s nothing wrong with testing him.)
MC: (He covets my soul, so naturally, he won’t kill me that easily.)
MC: (Besides… since he’s treating me like a pet cat, he shouldn’t be surprised if he’s scratched by a cat.)
Descending the stone steps, I don’t know how many circles I make around the central broken pillar…
The steps gradually merge with the ground, extending underground in a steep arc. Below is where the dragon dwells.
MC: (Found him.)
Kindled
MC: Hmph… As expected, I can’t hide from you.
Dragon: Your footsteps are too loud, your breathing is too heavy.
Dragon: But it just so happens that I’m quite bored right now.
MC: But, don’t think I only brought one dagger!
MC: You…!
Dragon: A trivial trick. But, somewhat clever.
Dragon: What other tricks do you have? Don’t hesitate to show me so that I can stretch my muscles.
MC: (Force won’t work, I can only try a softer approach…)
MC: Now I really don’t have anything left… I was only too bored, so I wanted to play a prank on you. Why don’t you let me go?
Dragon: Before coming to kill me, you didn’t think this would be the outcome?
Dragon: So, you were overconfident, thinking I would be merciful.
Dragon: Remember your heartbeat right now.
Dragon: Remember that right now, I only need to apply the slightest force....and cause this heart to never be able to beat again.
Dragon: Do you want to be such a weakling forever?
Dragon: This is the first time.
Dragon: Before the mark disappears, you still have two more chances to kill me.
Dragon: Let me see what you look like when you become stronger.
The first hunting game ends with me being branded with the dragon’s mark.
Besides the dragon below, the other thing that requires spending effort is the gap in the cave’s ceiling where light spills through.
Even if the dragon temporarily won’t harm me, I can’t let myself be trapped in this opulent cage with no way out.
I unravel the gold silk carpets from the dragon’s cave to braid into a rope, and also use weapons the dragon had amassed to carve footholds in the wall.
Over and over, I throw the rope upward. Every wound sustained from falling closes the distance between myself and freedom on the next attempt.
The dragon is very aware of my escape plan. A few times, he even sits on his pile of gold coins with his head propped up with one hand, watching me do all this—he neither helps nor stops me. Later, I realize he isn’t simply watching. It seems more like a kind of bored observation.
It’s just like when I lived in the Sanctuary, observing a cat that could never jump over the walls.
MC: (I finally got to the top…)
Five days later, at the moment when the first rays of sunlight spill in, I finally climb out of the hole at the top of the dragon’s cave.
But once outside, I discover that while this leads to freedom, it’s also another dead end—
Outside the lair is a bottomless drop. It only overlooks a black city—the infamous demon-occupied “Tarus City.”
Endless red mountains, desolate and covered in scorched forests, surround this lonely city. One look and I know there’s no way out.
And behind me, there’s only a narrow mountain path that descends like a dragon’s segmented spine.
Between these segments lies a bottomless abyss.
Dragon: If you can’t make the jump, you’ll die.
As I prepare to make a running jump, the dragon silently descends behind me.
MC: You won’t let me die. If I die, you won’t be able to devour my soul.
MC: Though, you don’t seem worried about me running away.
Dragon: As long as you can make it down, do as you please.
Dragon: Besides, I also want to see where a “sorceress” who consorts with a demon can go after leaving this place.
He crosses his arms across his chest and floats before me. I cast a single glance at his dragon horns and tail.
MC: You’re very good at annoying people.
Dragon: Thanks for the compliment. This is one of my few virtues.
MC: I still haven’t found the Judicator’s Oracle who condemned me. My revenge isn’t over.
MC: Even going looking for him is better than staying here.
Dragon: Then, there’s no need to waste your energy.
Dragon: Even if you jump down these twenty-one spine segments, there’s no one left in your hometown waiting for your return.
I stop in my tracks.
MC: What are you trying to say?
The dragon tosses over a bloodstained cloth bundle.
MC: …What’s inside this?
Dragon: Eyes, from the person you’re looking for. Pecked out by crows.
Instinct tells me the dragon didn’t do any of this.
MC: What happened?!
Dragon: You brought me to destroy a Sanctuary, but the Legion of Justitia, under the banner of “Doomsday is coming,” destroyed an entire city.
The dragon lazily floats before me, and in the midst of what can only be called a wicked smile, his right eye once again swirls with a blood red vortex.
Dragon: Right now, Ivory City is a purgatory—such a rare sight that comes only once in a century. Shall I take you back to appreciate it?
At the highest point of the dragon’s spine, surging crimson clouds suddenly rise, sweeping me into raging flames.
After a moment of dizziness, I feel like I myself am spreading my wings midair, a massive shadow passing over the burning Ivory City below.
The clash of weapons continuously rises from the blood-stained streets into my ears, while the wind stirred by my wings is thick with the smell of blood and acrid burning.
I know that scenes once seen by the dragon’s eyes are currently replaying before me through the fragment of soul hidden within my body.
Dragon: There’s no need for the Evil Demon to act—humanity’s own can bring about Doomsday.
As if this farce of the same species destroying each other isn’t entertaining enough, my field of view suddenly plunges toward the ground—
My soul trembles with immense joy as I soar through the boiling flames, even as warm liquid splashes into my eyes.
MC: Enough!
I forcefully shove away the , and the air turns bone-piercingly cold once more. My foot slips, and I fall backwards. Above me, the newborn sunlight of the day pierces through the gathered clouds, but the sky grows more and more distant from me.
The dragon, who had been gloating just a moment ago, suddenly changes his expression and spreads his wings, flying toward me.
The air stops flowing, and a searing embrace envelops me.
The fall hasn’t stopped, but I’m wrapped inside a safe cocoon.
From the day the dragon and I joined hands to destroy the Sanctuary, the Doomsday War began.
I never thought a peace that had lasted for over 1,600 years could be shattered so easily.
For three days straight, thunderstorms rain down onto Tarus City. I sit in the dragon’s cave, receiving small, shiny trinkets every day. One night, even a small mountain cat wanders in to play with me.
It’s not until later that I realize, given the location of the dragon’s cave, how could a mountain cat possibly enter on its own?
Could it be… that a dragon even knows how to comfort someone?
After the torrential rain stops, the sky above the dragon’s nest remains shrouded in dark clouds, with storms churning into a maelstrom.
From here, I can see Tarus City—a “Black City” completely different from my hometown, Ivory City.”
That is a place of chaos, wickedness, and a place where all who are not accepted gather. It’s a completely different world.
However, when night falls, its contours look so similar to Ivory City.
Dragon: What is this sound?
A faint breeze blows past me from behind—it’s the dragon folding his wings as he lands three steps away.
After singing the final note, I close my mouth, still gazing at the distant lights of Tarus City.
MC: A requiem. It’s sung for the dead.
Dragon: Sing it again.
MC: You’ve never heard anyone sing before?
Dragon: I’ve never heard you sing before.
He sits down next to me, his tail coiling behind my back.
Tarus City’s nights are always brightly lit, but unlike the flames of war in Ivory City, the fires that burn here are those of desire and revelry.
Dragon: I heard you were Ivory City’s princess.
I smile stiffly.
MC: And also a weapon meant to slay dragons. They said I could kill dragons—so, that’s why they told me so much about dragons.
MC: But, when they condemned me to death, they also said that I was a dragon.
MC: Humanity is like that—they fear the existence of anything that is unlike themselves.
The night wind rolls across the ground, carrying the scent of burning wood. Perhaps a forest fire has once again started somewhere.
Dragon: So, a place like that—what is there worth longing for?
I shield the flickering white candle before me which is on the verge of going out.
MC: I’m not longing for it, but I lived there for a very long time.
Dragon: Oh, so you consider that place “home.”
MC: …Maybe I’m just remembering the cats, dogs, and little birds in the city.
Dragon: Admit it. A home is exactly that kind of place—no matter how much you hate it, no matter how much you want to escape, it still makes up a part of your soul.
Dragon: The more you try to pull out that thorn, the harder it is to forget who you really are.
Seeing that I don’t reply, he changes the topic back to my crime again.
Dragon: However, do you have anything in common with dragons?
MC: Nothing. I just broke the rules by secretly keeping a golden lamp carved with a little dragon.
MC: Apart from “Painting of a Heavenly God Slaying the Evil Demon”, the Sanctuary didn’t permit the presence of any evil dragons. But, that little dragon was the only thing that could listen to me.
MC: Once, while I was talking to it, I was caught.
Even now, I can still laugh when I recall the look on the Judicator’s Oracle’s face when he saw that little obsidian dragon coiled around the lamp.
MC: A dragon-slaying weapon that was cultivated with the utmost care unexpectedly treated a dragon like a treasure.
MC: The Judicator’s Oracle’s face looked just like it had been fiercely clawed by a dragon. He hysterically ordered me to destroy my dragon.
MC: I knew it was just an inanimate object. Destroying it would have been easy.
I was cornered while clutching the little dragon as the shadows of people surged around me like a tide to drown me.
MC: …But on that day, I just didn’t want to.
Life in Ivory City was just like the city itself—the people had pristine clothing, graceful manners, and unblemished souls.
The Judicator’s Oracle said desire is the root of all disasters, and excessive happiness would only allow this type of disease to silently spread amongst the people.
So, I had no choice but to learn how to be like everyone else—doing things by the book, saying words that weren’t wrong, binding my hands and feet with invisible pure white threads, turning myself into a heartless puppet.
But…they still destroyed my dragon.
In order to kill my dragon, they fabricated the gravest crime against me, and condemned a puppet to death for merely having a selfish desire.
MC: Since I have to bear the evil title of “sorceress”.... Fine, how can I not do what a sorceress is supposed to do?
My hair is blown across my eyes as I look at the dragon beside me.
MC: Since they destroyed what was most precious to me, then they will need to hand over what is most important to them. This is only fair.
MC: Every person wearing holy robes should have their chests cut open and clearly see their truest selves.
Those threads that had bound me are severed one by one. I clench my fists and finally clearly see what’s wrapped inside, a heart that still beats—
MC: Revenge and plunder—this is what I desire. If you can fulfill it, I’ll give you my soul.
The night gradually grows colder and the candlelight finally goes out.
The dragon doesn’t answer whether or not he will accept this “demon’s deal.” He only leans over.
Dragon: Know what you look like right now?
MC: What?
Dragon: A little dragon that has only just grown its horns.
Imagining such an scene, I lower my head and start to laugh.
Perhaps it’s just like he says—after my little dragon was destroyed, it became the horns growing out of my heart.
Dragon: Growing dragon horns signifies the second rebirth. It’s a good thing.
MC: Then, what about you? You also had a time when you first grew in your horns. What was the situation like at the time?
Dragon: … a very normal situation.
The dragon sits down again, avoiding my gaze.
Dragon: It only hurt a bit.
MC: Then, are you actually a dragon or a human?
Perhaps he didn’t hear this question, and just lets out a single scoff.
MC: …My request just now was a bit arrogant. It’s normal if you can’t do it.
Dragon: If your desire is to resurrect the people of Ivory City, maybe even I can do it.
MC: What is this, a demon’s benevolence?
Dragon: The living are far more interesting than the dead.
Dragon: If you truly want revenge on someone, the best way is to let them keep living.
Dragon: What other place can be more like hell than this planet?
Dragon: Only by staying alive can you continue to feel pain.
While he speaks, his expression reveals ill intentions, but his eyes are as bright as gemstones.
I think of the dragon in the valley that was stabbed in the chest.
MC: Is this your dragon’s life wisdom?
Dragon: You’re also someone who’s died once. You should know the answer.
MC: Then guess, between the two of us, in the end, will you first devour my soul, or will I first gouge out your eye?
The dragon ignores my malicious question and simply looks in the direction of a place even further than Tarus City.
Dragon: That song from , sing it again.
I know that tonight we can only talk up to this point.
MC: There’s no point in singing it a capella. It needs to be accompanied by a pipe organ to sound good. Can you manage that?
Dragon: That’s easy.
He stands as if to leave and I grab his tail.
MC: By the way, do you have a name?
Dragon: Is that important.
MC: You can’t devour me and I’m not leaving anytime soon. We’ll still have to get along for a little while longer.
MC: In the future, how should I address you? Could it be that I should call you… Demon? Evil Dragon? Dragonie—
The demon raises his eyes and stares at me coldly.
Feeling a little bored, I close my mouth, and then hear two indistinct syllables from his throat.
MC: …. ?
Dragon: It’s ancient Philosian. Since you can’t read the words, now that I think of it, you probably can’t understand it either.
MC: Then how about—I’ll use a homophone. In the future, I’ll call you “Sylus (Qīn Chè),” okay?
Dragon: Call me whatever you want. I might not respond.
The dragon stands and the formless wings on his back stir up tiny whirlwinds in the air.
MC: Sylus, where are you going?
He takes half a step back and drops off the edge of the cliff.
Sylus: To rest.
That night after learning the dragon’s name, I once again see him in my dreams.
He falls into the valley as countless soldiers from the Legion of Justitia wielding spears drive their blades into his chest.
He slides down, jagged rocks cutting open his body. The dragon’s roar echoes through the valley and then gradually falls silent.
But at the bottom of the valley, it isn’t a dragon lying there, but a young man
That night, the dragon places me with all the treasures he gathered. It’s as if I’m one of them.
It appears like everything is present, but all I can grasp is the moonlight descending into the lair from an opening.
Whenever I close my eyes, the sound of howling wind inside the cave sends me back to that blood-red valley. All I can hear is a dragon’s cries.
The moment those blades pierce his chest, the same pain and fury also run through me.
Perhaps… A fragment of the dragon’s soul truly did enter my body the moment I pulled out the sword.
At the time, I didn’t understand the implications.
Also I didn’t know this would mark the start of a curse.
—Day 2
As dawn arrives, I lie on a pile of gold, squinting at the lackluster jewels. I was twirling the Fiendbane in my hand for the third time.
MC: He’s just going to fatten me up before savoring the kill… I can’t let everything go his way…)
MC: The source of his power is from his right eye. If I could take it…)
After a night of turning it over in my mind, I’ve decided—I need that eye.
With that eye, I might just be able to escape the dragon and avoid the fate of having my soul devoured.
Which means…I’ll have to strike first.
MC: (It will definitely take more than one attempt, and I may not even be able to wound him. But testing the waters can’t hurt.)
MC: (He’s after my soul. He won’t just kill me off.)
MC: (Besides…If he’s going to treat me like a pet cat, he shouldn’t be surprised if he gets scratched.)
Walking down the stone staircase, I find myself circling around the broken central pillar over and over…
The steps gradually merge with the ground and extend into the depths below. The dragon rests here.
MC: (I found you).
Kindled
MC: Tch… I knew it.
Dragon: Your footsteps are noisy. And you breathe heavily.
Dragon: Consider yourself lucky. At the moment, I’m bored to tears.
MC: You’d be a fool to think I only brought one dagger!
MC: You…!
Dragon: Child’s play. I admit you’re clever at times. Yet your skills leave much to be desired.
Dragon: If you still have tricks, now is the time to use them, mortal. I could use a stretch.
MC: (If a direct attack doesn’t work, I’ll have to try a more subtle approach..)
MC: I don’t have anything else…I was just bored and wanted to play around. You’ll let me go, yes?
Dragon: Before you tried to kill me, did you consider that it’d end like this?
Dragon: I see. Your overconfidence truly led you to believe I’d be merciful.
Dragon: Feel your heartbeat right now.
Dragon: Don’t forget. If I apply more pressure at this very spot… Your heart will never beat again.
Dragon: Are you going to stay this weak forever?
Dragon: This will be the mark for the first time.
Dragon: Until this mark disappears, you will have two more chances to take my life.
Dragon: Prove to me that you can be stronger.
My first hunt ends with me being branded with a mark from the dragon.
Aside from the dragon who resides in the cave's depths, there's also the cave's opening above where the light pours in—that's another challenge to overcome.
Even if the dragon has no interest in hurting me at the moment, I can't let myself stay trapped in this gilded cage with no way out.
I tear apart the golden silk carpets from the dragon's lair and weave them into a rope. Using his collection of weapons, I carve footholds into the wall.
I throw the rope up again and again. With every fall and every fresh wound, the gap between me and freedom grows a little smaller.
The dragon knows about my escape plan.
Sometimes, he even sits on the pile of gold, resting his head in his hands as he watches— He neither helps nor stops me. It takes me a while to realize he isn't just watching-he's studying me out of sheer boredom.
Just like I used to watch a cat in the Sanctuary that kept trying to jump over a wall it could never clear.
MC: (I finally managed to reach the top...)
Five days later, at the break of dawn, I finally pull myself out of the cave's opening.
But I learn that while I found a way to freedom, it's also another dead end.
Outside the lair, the Abyss seems bottomless.
One can only gaze upon a city of ebony-Tarus City. It is a place where fiends lurk.
An endless crimson mountain range, covered with forests that are void of life with their scorched trees, surrounds the lonely city. There is no other path.
Behind me, a narrow ridge snakes downward, like the spine of a dragon.
Between the vertebrae lies a vast, yawning chasm.
Dragon: You'll die if you can't make the jump.
As I prepare to sprint and leap, the dragon lands behind me.
MC: You won't let me die. Or else you won't be able to have my soul.
MC: However, you're not concerned about me running away.
Dragon: If you can go down without dying, then you may come and go as you please.
Dragon: I'm also curious to see where a "sorceress" who consorts with a fiend thinks she can go.
With his arms crossed, he floats in front of me. I shoot a glance at his dragon horns and tail.
MC: You're skilled in flapping your tongue to annoy people.
Dragon: Thank you. It's one of my few strengths.
MC: I still haven't found the Judicator's Oracle who judged me. My revenge is far from over.
MC: Looking for him is better than staying here.
Dragon: Don't bother.
Dragon: Even if you leap down these twenty-one bones, no one in your hometown will be waiting for you.
I stop in my tracks.
MC: What do you mean?
The dragon tosses me a bloodstained bag.
MC: ...What's in it?
Dragon: Eyes. Crows pecked out the eyes of the person you're looking for.
My gut tells me this isn't the dragon's doing.
MC: What happened?!
Dragon: You had me destroy a Sanctuary, but the Legion of Justitia took it further-they wiped out an entire city under the pretense that "Doomsday is nigh."
The dragon leisurely floats in front of me, a wicked smile on his face, a blood-red vortex swirling deep in his right eye.
Dragon: The Ivory City is a burning purgatory now. A rare sight, indeed. Shall I take you there?
At the highest point of the dragon's ridge, crimson clouds surge upward. I'm swept into a boundless sea of roaring flames.
After experiencing a moment of vertigo, I feel as if I'm soaring through the air. A massive shadow glides over the burning Ivory City below.
The clash of steel echoes from the bloodstained streets. Stirred by wings, the air carries blood's metallic scent alongside a burnt, acrid smell.
These are scenes the dragon once witnessed. The memories replay in the soul that's hidden within my body.
Dragon: Humans don't need fiends. Their own fear is enough to bring about the world's end.
As if this cruel spectacle of people destroying each other wasn't entertaining enough, I soon find myself falling-
My soul trembles in pure ecstasy as I soar through the roaring flames. I pay little attention to the warm droplets that splash my eyes.
MC: ...Enough!
I forcefully shove away the one responsible for these visions. The air turns bone-chillingly cold again. I lose my balance and descend.
Above me, sunlight pierces through heavy cloud cover. Yet the sky grows ever distant as I fall.
The dragon's expression changes from cruel amusement to alarm as he spreads his wings. He flies toward me.
The air no longer moves when a scorching embrace envelops me.
The descent doesn't stop. It's as if I'm being held in a safe cocoon.
The day the dragon and I destroyed the Sanctuary, the war of Doomsday began.
I never imagined that the peace sustained for over 1,600 years could be broken so easily.
It rained for three consecutive days in Tarus City.
I sit in the dragon's lair and receive shiny trinkets every day. One night, a small mountain cat came in to play with me.
It wasn't until later that I realized—there's no way a mountain cat could just wander into a dragon's lair on its own.
...Could the dragon be comforting me?
After the storm clears, the sky above the dragon's nest is still shrouded in dark, swirling clouds.
From here, I can see Tarus City—a "city of ebony" that is the opposite of my hometown, a "city of ivory."
That place is chaotic and evil, a home for those who are shunned by others. It's a world different from what I know.
But when night falls, its outline resembles the Ivory City.
Dragon: What's that sound?
A faint breeze blows from behind me as the dragon folds his wings. He lands a few steps away from me.
As I sing the final note, I close my mouth and continue gazing at the distant lights in Tarus City.
MC: A requiem for the departed.
Dragon: Sing it again.
MC: Haven't you ever heard someone sing before?
Dragon: I've never heard you sing.
He sits next to me, and his tail curls behind me.
The nights in Tarus City are always brightly lit.
Unlike the flames of war in the Ivory City, desires and revelry burn.
Dragon: I heard you're the Princess of Ivory City.
I manage a stiff smile.
MC: I was supposed to be a weapon to slay dragons. They told me I could kill a dragon-so they filled my head with a lot of things about them.
MC: But when they decided to execute me, they said I was a dragon.
Dragon: That's how humans are. They fear those who are different.
The night breeze rolls across the ground and carries the scent of charred trees. Maybe there's another forest fire nearby.
Dragon: Why can't you leave that place behind?
I shield a flickering white candle in front of me, its flame about to go out.
MC: It's not that. I just lived there for a long time.
Dragon: Ah, you consider that place your "home."
MC: Maybe I just miss the cats, dogs, and birds there.
Dragon: Face it, no matter how much you hate it or want to leave, a home is still a part of your soul.
Dragon: The more you try to excise it, the more you'll be reminded of who you are.
When I don't respond, he changes the conversation to the topic of my supposed crimes.
Dragon: Enlighten me. What do you and dragons have in common?
MC: ...We have nothing in common. I just broke the rules by keeping a golden lamp with an engraved dragon.
MC: Aside from the one in The Fiend-Slaying God, no dragons are allowed in the Sanctuary. But I could only talk to that little dragon.
MC: And one day, they caught me talking to it.
Even now, I can't help but laugh when I remember the Judicator's Oracle's expression upon seeing that obsidian dragon coiled around the lamp.
MC: To think a carefully trained, dragon-slaying weapon would cherish a dragon instead.
MC: The Judicator's Oracle looked like he had been attacked by a dragon. Hysteric, he ordered me to destroy my dragon.
MC: I know it's just an object. Destroying it would be easy.
I remember clutching the little dragon as I was forced into a corner. The shadows of the crowd engulfed me like a tide.
MC: ...But I didn't want to listen to them that day.
The essence of the Ivory City is reflected in its citizens. People dress nicely, exude grace, and possess untainted souls.
The Judicator's Oracle says desire is the seed of calamity. Excessive indulgence will allow this disease to grow quietly.
So, I had to act like everyone else. I needed to abide by proper etiquette, say the right words, and bind my hands and feet with invisible white threads. All of these things turned me into a puppet without a heart.
But... they still burned my dragon.
To kill my dragon, they framed me for a great crime. They sentenced a puppet to death because it had one desire.
MC: Since they've branded me a "sorceress..." Fine, then. How could I not do what a sorceress is supposed to do?
Strands of my hair flutter as I look at the dragon beside me.
MC: Since they destroyed what was most precious to me, it's only fair that they surrender what's most precious to them.
MC: Everyone wearing a sacred robe should have their chest split open to see their truest selves.
The threads binding me are cut away, one by one. I tighten my fist and finally see what's wrapped inside—a heart still beating.
MC: Revenge and plunder-that's my desire. If you can make it happen, my soul is yours.
The night grows colder, and the candle finally flickers out.
The dragon doesn't respond to my deal. He just leans in closer.
Dragon: Do you know what you look like right now?
MC: Hmm?
Dragon: You're a young dragon who just grew her horns.
Upon imagining this, I lower my head and start laughing.
Maybe he's right. With my little dragon gone, horns grew in my heart.
Dragon: Growing dragon horns symbolizes a rebirth. It's a good thing.
MC: What about you? How did it feel when you grew your horns?
Dragon: ...It was nothing special.
The dragon sits back down, avoiding my gaze.
Dragon: It just hurt a bit.
MC: Then are you a dragon or a human?
Maybe he doesn't hear me—or maybe he just ignores it. He lets out a chuckle.
MC: ...l know my request can be considered unreasonable. It's fine if you can't do it.
Dragon: Even if your desire is to resurrect the people of the Ivory City, it's still within my capabilities.
MC: Is this a fiend's act of kindness?
Dragon: People are far more interesting alive than dead.
Dragon: If you truly want revenge, the best way is to keep them alive.
Dragon: Or would you say this world is the closest thing to hell itself?
Dragon: You can only feel pain when you're alive.
His expression is malicious when he speaks, but his eyes sparkle like gemstones.
I recall the dragon in the valley with a sword in its chest.
MC: Is this the wisdom you've learned as a dragon?
Dragon: You faced death before. You should know the answer.
MC: Do you think you'll devour my soul first? Or will I pluck out your eye first?
The dragon ignores my mischievous question and looks beyond Tarus City.
Dragon: Sing that song again.
I know our conversation is brought to a close.
MC: It's boring without music. It sounds better with an organ accompaniment. Can you get one for me?
Dragon: It's a simple matter. Consider it done.
He gets up to leave, and I grab hold of his tail.
MC: Hey, do you have a name?
Dragon: Does it matter?
MC: You can't eat me for now, and I won't be leaving anytime soon. Looks like we'll be stuck with each other for a while.
MC: What should I call you? Demon? Dragon? Or maybe... Drago?
The Fiend gives me a cold stare.
Sensing his boredom, I shut my mouth, but then I hear two faint syllables rumble from his throat.
MC: "...Stayrus?" Or are you telling me to stay clear?
Dragon: It's an ancient Philosian word. Since you can't read it, you probably won't understand it.
MC: How about I call you by a name that sounds similar? Is Sylus all right with you?
Dragon: Call me whatever you want. But don't expect me to respond.
The dragon rises, and his unseen wings stir up small gusts around him.
MC: Where are you going, Sylus?
He takes a half-step back and falls off the cliff.
Sylus: I'll be resting.
On the night I learn the dragon's name, I see him again in my dream.
He falls into the valley as soldiers from the Legion of Justitia thrust their weapons into his chest.
He slides down, and sharp rocks tear into his flesh. A dragon's roar fills the valley, then slowly fades into silence.
But at the bottom of the valley, it's not a dragon lying there. It's a young man, barely clinging to life.
那天晚上,龙把我安置在龙窟的最上层,和他搜罗来的所有宝藏一起,就好像我也是其中的一个。
这里看似什么都有,但我能得到的只有高处洞口落下来的月光。
夜晚,只要一闭上眼睛,盘旋在洞穴内的风声便又会使我看见那条血红色的山谷,听到龙的哀嚎。
在兵刃刺穿胸膛的那一刻,同样的疼痛与愤怒也贯穿了我。
也许……真的有一片龙的灵魂,在随着巨剑被拔出的瞬间进入了我的身体。
那时我还不知道这意味着什么。
也还不知道,这是一切诅咒的开始。
—— 第二日
晨光初起,我躺在金币堆上眯眼凝视那些平庸的珠宝,封魔之刃在掌中挽过第三个花。
MC:(养肥再杀…但就这么任他摆布,我也太被动了⋯…)
MC:(他的力量像是来自右眼,假如我能拥有那只眼睛⋯…)
想了一夜后,我决定要得到它。
也许得到了那只眼睛,我就可以逃离龙的身边,免于被吃掉灵魂的结局。
所以这也意味着…我必须要对龙动手。
MC:(一次肯定成不了,能不能让他受点伤都未必,但去试探一下总没错。)
MC:(他贪图我的灵魂,自然不会轻易杀我。)
MC:(何况…既然要把我当猫养,就别怪被猫挠了。)
沿着向下的石阶一路行进,不知围着中心的残柱绕了多少个大圈⋯
台阶逐渐与地面融为一体,以陡峭的弧度延伸到地底,下方,就是龙居住的地方。
MC:(找到了。)
心迹
MC:哼…果然瞒不过你。
龙:脚步声太大,呼吸声太重。
龙:不过刚好,我现在很无聊。
MC:但是,别以为我只带了一把匕首!
MC:你……!
龙:雕虫小技。不过,还算聪明。
龙:还有什么招数,尽管拿出来让我活动筋骨。
MC:(硬的不行,只能先来软的了⋯)
MC:现在真没有了⋯我只是太无聊了,想和你开个玩笑,放过我吧。
龙:来杀我之前,没想过是这个下场?
龙:原来是太过自信,以为我会心软。
龙:记住你现在的心跳。
龙:记住我现在只需要稍稍用力⋯就能让这颗心再也无法跳动。
龙:你要永远做这样的弱者吗?
龙:这是第一次。
龙:痕迹消失之前,你还有两次杀掉我的机会。
龙:让我看看你变强的样子。
第一次的猎杀游戏,便以我被打上龙的烙印而告终。
除了地下的龙,需要让我耗费力气的,还有洞顶那个有光落下来的缺口。
即便龙暂时不再伤害我,我也不能让自己困在这富丽堂皇的牢笼中,没有退路。
我将龙窟里的金丝软毯拆开编成绳索,又用龙收藏的武器在墙壁上凿出能落脚的坎。
我一次次将绳索抛上去,每一次从空中跌落的伤口,都缩短了下一次我和自由之间的距离。
龙非常清楚我的逃跑计划,甚至有几次,他就坐在金币堆上托着脑袋看我做这一切——他不帮忙,也不阻止,后来我发现他不是简单的看,更像是一种百无聊赖的观察。
就像我曾经在圣堂生活时,观察一只永远也跳不出围墙的猫。
MC:(终于上来了⋯)
五天后,在晨曦洒落的时分,我终于爬出了龙窟顶端的洞口。
可出去后我才发现,这里虽然通往自由,却也是另一条绝路——
巢穴外深不见底,只能眺望到一座黑色的城池——人们口中恶魔盘踞的“塔尔城”。
连绵的赤红色荒山围绕着这座孤独的城,山上长满被烧焦的树林,一眼便知没有生路。
而背后,只有一道狭窄的山脊通向下方,像龙一截一截的脊骨。
脊骨之间,是万丈深渊。
龙:跳不过去就死了。
在我准备助跑起跳时,龙悄无声息降落在我的身后。
MC:你不会让我死的,人死了,你就没法吃灵魂了。
MC:不过,你似乎不担心我逃跑。
龙:只要能下得去,随你。
龙:而且我也想看看,一个与恶魔为伍的“魔女”离开这里后还能去哪。
他双手抱胸飘到我面前,我瞟了一眼他的龙角和尾巴。
MC:你很擅长惹人心烦。
龙:多谢夸奖,这是我为数不多的优点之一。
MC:那个裁决我的圣裁使还没有找到,我的复仇还没结束。
MC:就算去找他,也比待在这里强。
龙:那就不必白费力气了。
龙:就算你跳下这二十一节脊骨,你的故乡也没有人等你回去了。
我停下脚步。
MC:你想说什么?
龙丢了个染血的布包过来。
MC:……这里面是?
龙:眼睛,你要找的那个人的。被乌鸦啄了出来。
直觉告诉我,这一切不是龙做的。
MC:发生什么了?!
龙:你带着我去毁了一座圣堂,但圣裁军可是打着“末日将至”的讨魔旗号,毁了一座城。
龙悠哉地飘到我面前,在堪称恶劣的微笑中,他的右眼眼底又卷起血红的漩涡。
龙:白曜城现在可是一片炼狱——这种百年难得的景象,带你回去欣赏一下?
龙脊最高处,涌动的彤云倏忽腾起,将我卷进连绵的熊熊火光。
一阵晕眩后,我只觉自己如同展翼在半空,巨大的影子正掠过下方燃烧的白曜城。
兵刃相撞之声不断从染红的街道钻入耳中,翅膀卷起的风里弥漫着腥气与刺鼻的焦味。
我知道,龙的双眼曾看到的景象,正透过那片藏在身体中的灵魂再现于我的面前。
龙:用不着恶魔出手,人类自己的恐慌就能带来末日。
就像嫌这场同类相残的恶作剧还不够有趣一般,视野猛然向地面俯冲——
灵魂因极大的快乐而颤抖着,我在沸腾的火焰里飞翔,即便有温热的液体溅入眼眶。
MC:⋯⋯够了!
用力将制造幻象的始作俑者推开,空气又变回刺骨的寒冷。我脚下一滑,向后坠去。视线上方,这一日新生的阳光正在穿透堆积的云层,但天空离我越来越远。
刚刚还幸灾乐祸的龙变了脸色,张开双翼向我飞来。
空气不再流动,炽热的怀抱将我拥住。
坠落仍没有停止,是我被包裹进了一只安全的茧中。
自我和龙联手捣毁圣堂的那天起,末日战争便开始了。
我从未想过持续了一千六百多年的安宁,竟能如此轻易地被打破。
塔尔城连着下了三天的暴雨,我坐在龙窟中,每天都能收到一些亮晶晶的小玩意,有一晚,还跑进了一只小山猫来陪我玩闹。
后来我才意识到,以龙窟这样的位置,怎么会有山猫自己跑进来。
难道……一条龙还会安慰人心么。
暴雨结束后,龙巢上空也依旧阴云密布,风暴卷起漩涡。
这里能眺望到塔尔城——一座与我的故乡“白曜城”截然相反的“黑城”。
那里是混乱,邪恶,所有不被容纳的人的聚集地,是另一个世界。
但夜晚降临后,它的轮廓却和白曜城那么相似。
龙:这是什么声音?
一阵微弱的风从后刮来,是龙收起双翼,降落在了三步之外。
唱完最后一个音符,我闭上嘴,依旧望着远处塔尔城的灯火。
MC:安魂曲。唱给亡灵的。
龙:再唱一遍。
MC:你以前没听人唱过歌么?
龙:没听你唱过。
他在我身边坐下,尾巴盘在我的身后。
塔尔城的夜晚总是灯火通明,但和白曜城的战火不同,这里燃烧着的是欲念与狂欢之火。
龙:听说,你是白曜城的王女。
我僵硬地笑笑。
MC:也是用来屠龙的武器,他们说我能杀死龙——所以,才告诉了我很多和龙有关的事。
MC:但是在处决我时,又说我就是龙。
龙:人类就是这样,害怕和自己不同的异类存在。
夜风从地面滚过,吹来树木被烧焦的气息,也许哪里又燃起了山火。
龙:所以那种地方,有什么值得你留恋的。
我护住面前一盏摇摇欲熄的白色蜡烛。
MC:我不留恋,可是我在那里生活了很久。
龙:哦,所以你把那里当成了“家”。
MC:……说不定我只是在纪念城里的猫狗和小鸟。
龙:承认吧,家不就是那样的地方,再憎恶它,想逃离,也还是构成了你灵魂的一部分。
龙:越想把这根刺拔掉,就越忘不了自己究竟是谁。
见我不搭话,他又将话题拐回了我的罪名上。
龙:不过,你和龙有什么相似之处么?
MC:没有。我不过是不守规矩,私藏了一只雕有小龙的金灯。
MC:除了“天神斩魔图”,圣堂里不允许有恶龙存在,但那条小龙是唯一能听我说话的对象。
MC:有一次和它说话的时候,我被发现了。
想起圣裁使看见盘绕在灯上的黑曜石小龙时的嘴脸,我至今都能笑出声来。
MC:一个被精心培养的屠龙武器,居然把龙当成了宝贝。
MC:圣裁使的脸就像被龙爪狠狠挠了一样,歇斯底里地命令我毁掉我的龙。
MC:我知道,那只是一件死物,毁掉也很简单。
我握着小龙被逼到墙角,四周的人影像潮水将我淹没。
MC:…可是那天,我就是不想。
白曜城的生活就像这座城池本身,人们衣饰洁净,姿态优雅,灵魂无垢。
圣裁使说,欲望是带来祸患的根源,多余的欢愉只会让这种疾病在人群中潜滋暗长。
于是,我不得不学着所有人那样,做着规矩的事,说着不会出错的话,在手脚上绑缚住看不见的洁白丝线,把自己变成一个没有心的人偶。
可是……他们还是毁掉了我的龙。
为了杀死我的龙,他们为我构陷了莫大的罪名,为一个人偶仅有的私心判处了死刑。
MC:既然背负了“魔女”的恶名⋯⋯好啊,那我怎么能不做魔女该做的事?
发丝被吹拂过我的眼睛,我看向身边的龙。
MC:既然毁掉了我最珍贵的东西,那他们也要交出自己最珍贵的东西,这才公平。
MC:每一个穿着圣袍的人都该被剖开胸膛,认清自己最真实的模样。
那些绑缚我的丝线被逐一斩断,我握紧拳头,终于看清了其中包裹着的,还在跳动的心——
MC:复仇和掠夺,这就是我的欲望。你能满足,我就把灵魂给你。
夜晚逐渐冷了下去,烛火也终于熄灭了。
龙没有回答是否答应这场“恶魔交易”,只是倾身过来。
龙:知道你现在看起来像什么么?
MC:什么?
龙:一只刚长出角的小龙。
想象着那样的画面,我低下头笑起来。
或许就像他说的,在我的小龙被毁掉后,它变成了我心里长出的角。
龙:长出龙角代表了第二次新生。是好事。
MC:那你呢,也有刚长出角的时候吧,当时是什么情况?
龙:……很正常的情况。
龙又坐了回去,避开了我的视线。
龙:只是有点疼。
MC:那你到底是龙,还是人类?
也许他没有听见这句问话,只是嗤笑了一声。
MC:…我刚才的要求,是有些狂妄。你做不到也正常。
龙:如果你的欲望是想把白曜城的人复活,说不定我也做得到。
MC:这算什么,恶魔的善举?
龙:活着的人比死了的有意思多了。
龙:真想对一个人复仇,最好的方式就是让他继续活着。
龙:还有什么地方能比这颗星球更像地狱的呢?
龙:只有活着,才能继续感受痛苦。
他说话时的表情透出不怀好意,但眼睛却亮亮的,像宝石一样。
我想起山谷间那条被刺穿胸膛的龙。
MC:这是你的龙生心得?
龙:你也是死过一次的人,应该知道答案。
MC:那你猜我们之间,最后会是你先吃掉我的灵魂,还是我先挖出你的眼睛?
龙没有搭理我心怀不轨的发问,只是看向比塔尔城更远的方向。
龙:刚才那首曲子,再唱一遍。
我知道,今晚只能聊到这里了。
MC:干唱没什么意思,要有管风琴伴奏才好听,你弄得到么?
龙:这简单。
他站起身像是要走,我拉住他的尾巴。
MC:对了,你有名字吗?
龙:重要么。
MC:你又吃不掉我,我一时半会儿也不会走,我们多少还要再相处一阵子。
MC:以后我怎么称呼你,难道要叫你……恶魔?魔龙?龙龙——
恶魔抬眼冷冷盯向我。
我略感无趣地闭上嘴,然后听到从他喉间传出两个模糊的音符。
MC:……”清澈”?还是“请撤”?
龙:古菲罗斯语。既然不识字,那想来也听不懂了。
MC:要不然——取个谐音,我以后叫你“秦彻”好了?
龙:随你怎么叫,我不一定答应。
龙站起身,背后无形的翅膀在空气中扇起小小的气旋。
MC:秦彻,你去哪儿?
他后退半步,从悬崖边坠落下去。
秦彻:休息。
在知道了龙的名字的那个晚上,我又在梦里看到了他。
他坠落在山谷间,无数手持长矛的圣裁军将利刃刺向他的胸膛。
他向下滑去,尖利的岩石划破身躯,龙啸响彻山谷,渐渐又没了声息。
可是,谷底躺着的不是龙,是一个奄奄一息的少年。
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