Forgotten Sea: Chapter 5
The days pass one after another. I seem to have become used to life here.
Rafayel has not brought up the issue of his needing a follower, but this day, he suddenly finds me–
Rafayel: Let’s go.
MC: Go where?
Rafayel: To visit the shore. Didn’t you say these few days are the festivities to celebrate the Sea God’s birth?
MC: Really?
Rafayel: Do you think ?
Taking advantage of the silence of the night, Rafayel and I circle past the guards outside Whalefall City and successfully slip away to the shore.
MC: Just now when we were being chased by the shark, did you have to leave me behind and run so quickly…
Rafayel: A two-legged creature like you that can’t run fast and has no self-defense capability, if you were by yourself, I’m afraid you wouldn’t survive a single day in the ocean.
The surface of the sea is calm and still. Above our heads, stars twinkle in the sky. I gulp down huge breaths of long-deprived fresh air.
MC: Do you see it? The Emissaries live in that tallest temple on the island.
Rafayel lifts his head, his gaze following my finger towards that brightly-lit building.
Rafayel: Did you live there for very long?
MC: Mmhmm, I was taken in by the Emissaries when I was very little, and as time passed, I thought I was a follower of the Sea God too.
MC: But after I grew up I learned, I was not the Sea God’s follower, I was just the sacrificial offering that the followers offer to the Sea God.
MC: Only Emissaries have to be the Sea God’s followers.
Rafayel: Why didn’t you think of a way to escape?
MC: Escape to where? This island is too small, no matter where I escape to, I’ll be found by them.
MC: If I could become a fish, perhaps I could escape into the sea, and then they wouldn’t be able to find me.
MC: Let’s go, let’s go, if I stay out in the ocean breeze any longer, I’m going to get so cold my nose will start running…
We barely walk a few steps before Rafayel pulls me back.
Rafayel: You are a sacrificial offering that was offered to the Sea God, are you planning on walking in so openly like this?
Before we enter the city, Rafayel retrieves a piece of driftwood from the shore, carves it into a suitably-sized mask, and has me wear it.
Perhaps it’s because of the festival, the air is thick with the smell of expensive fragrances. The mermaid candles on all four walls are also burning continuously.
Under the arcade where the legend of the Sea God is carved, a street performer is playing a lyre, humming an old song–
Peddler: The Sea God was unable to go against his instinct for love, and the bond he created with that girl…
Peddler: From the deep sea he returned to the shore, found the girl, and from then on they lived happily ever after.
The play ends, the puppet screen is pulled up, and the young children in the audience all cheer and exclaim.
Little girl: But Lemurians are a race that are dictated by their bonds. Without this bond, the Sea God wouldn’t even remember her, let alone listen to her commands.
Little boy: What nonsense are you saying! Even if this bond didn’t exist, the Sea God would still find the girl he loves and be with her!
Little girl: Hmph, you men are so naive.
The little girl angrily tugs on my sleeve.
Little girl: what do you think? Is the Sea God truly sincere or is it because of that bond that he is together with the girl?
MC: Those Lemurian legends and stories, they’re all made up…
Before I finish speaking, the boy and girl both let out a cry and begin to sob.
MC: Sorry, I didn’t mean it that way…
Little girl: Then big brother, do you believe Lemuria exists? Do you think the Sea God would offer up his heart for a human?
Holding his chin and also watching intently, the Sea God himself nods.
Rafayel: I believe it.
Rafayel: Because I come from Lemuria.
I reach a hand out to cover Rafayel’s mouth, but he presses my hand down.
Little girl: Then, you Lemurians, what are you all like?
Rafayel: Lemurians’ tears will Their can transform into enchanting dreams. Their even return from the dead.
Little girl: I already knew all of this!
Rafayel: Lemurians also won’t simply like a person because of a bond, this is just a misconception you humans have.
Little girl: What else?
Rafayel: Still want to hear more?
Rafayel accepts the Sea God and girl puppets from the peddler. Out of habit, he’s about to hand them to the young woman, and then he realizes she’s gone without a trace.
Little girl: ?
He’s a little lost. His gaze sweeps across the places they’ve passed by, snack stalls, puppet show, and various other performers, but there’s no sign of her.
It isn’t until he looks towards the town square, where the girl has been drawn by the fragrance of wine some unknown time ago, that he slightly relaxes his breath.
Rafayel: Go tell that big sister, someone is waiting here for her. If she still doesn’t come…
He thinks for a moment, purposefully lowers his tone.
Rafayel: This person won’t want to wait any longer.
As days pass, I grow accustomed to living here.
Rafayel hasn’t talked about needing a follower. And today, he suddenly approaches me.
Rafayel: Let’s go.
MC: Where to?
Rafayel: The beach. You spoke of humans celebrating the Sea God’s birthday for several days.
MC: Truly?!
Rafayel: Yes.
Under cover of night, Rafayel and I sneak past the guards in Whalefall City and reach the shore.
MC: I doubt you had to swim so quickly when a shark chased us…
Rafayel: Two-legged creatures like you are slow and lack the ability to protect themserlves. Without me, you won’t survive a single day in the Ocean.
The waves are calm, and the stars from on high shimmer brightly. I take a deep breath, fresh air filling my lungs.
MC: See the land over there? The tallest temple is where the Emissaries reside.
Rafayel looks at where my finger is pointing. In the distance is a brightly lit building.
Rafayel: Have you lived there a long time?
MC: Ever since the Emissaries adopted me when I was a child. For a time, I thought I was also a follower of the Sea God.
MC: As I got older, I figured out I wasn’t a follower but a sacrifice, something His followers would gift to the Sea God.
MC: Only the Emissaries have the right to be the Sea God’s followers.
MC: Why didn’t you try to escape?
MC: Where could I have gone? (This island is too small. They’d find me no matter how hard I tried.)
MC: Were I to become a fish and swim into the Ocean, perhaps I’d be successful.
MC: Let’s keep moving. Basking in the wind any longer might make me catch a cold…
After a few steps, Rafayel stops me in my tracks.
MC: You were originally a sacrifice to the Sea God. Why are you inviting yourself into their domain?
Before we enter, Rafayel finds some driftwood and creates a mask for me to wear. It fits perfectly.
Perhaps with the festival underway, the scent of expensive spices permeates the air. Mermaid-shaped lamps on the buildings burn bright.
Beneath the arches, which are inscribed with a legend of the Sea God, is a performed playing a lyre and singing.
Storyteller: Unable to break His vow with the girl, and His own burning passion…
Storyteller: The God of the Sea left the Ocean and lived happily ever after with His beloved.
When the puppet show ends, the curtains are drawn. The children talk amongst themselves.
Little Girl: But Lemuria is centered around bonds. Without it, the Sea God won’t remember or obey her.
Little Boy: What are you talking about?! The God of the Sea will find is beloved and live happily ever after!
Little Girl: You’re all so naive!
Huffing, the little girl tugs my sleeve.
Little Girl: What do you think, Miss? Will the Sea God be with her because He loves her or because of their vow?
MC: All those legends of Lemuria are just made-up nonsense…
Before I can continue, the children start crying.
MC: I’m sorry, I didn’t…
Little Girl: What about you, Sir? Does Lemuria exist? Would the Sea God gift His heart to a human?
The Sea God who has listened to the story, His chin resting on His hand, nods.
Rafayel: He would.
Rafayel: Lemuria is my homeland, so that is how I know.
I try to cover Rafayel’s mouth, but he pushes me away.
Little Girl: What are Lemurians like?
Rafayel: Their tears turn into glimmering pearls, and their voices bring dreams of wonder. Their blood can make one live forever or even resurrect the dead.
Little Girl: I already knew that!
Rafayel: Lemurians don’t fall in love with people they are bound to. ‘Tis a human fantasy.
Little Girl. What else?
Rafayel: Are you that curious?
Rafayel takes the Sea God puppet and the girl puppet the storyteller gives him. He hands them to the little girl. Only then does he notice his companion has disappeared.
Little Girl: Sir?
Perplexed, he looks around. Food stalls, puppet shows, jugglers…She is not there, anywhere.
He lets out a sigh of relief when his gaze sees the market’s plaza. Pomegranate wine, the distraction, had lured her away.
Rafayel: The young lady there. Inform her that someone is waiting. If she doesn’t return soon…
He thinks, and then whispers to the little girl.
Rafayel: That person won’t keep waiting.
日子一天天过去,我似乎已经习惯了这里的生活。
祁煜并没有提起他需要一个信徒的事,而这天,他忽然找到我——
祁煜: 走。
玩家: 去哪儿?
祁煜: 上岸玩。你不是说这几天是为了庆祝海神诞生而举办的庆典么。
玩家: 真的?!
祁煜: 不然还有假的。
趁着夜深人静时,我和祁煜绕过鲸落城外的守卫,十分顺利地溜上了岸。
玩家: 刚才被那只鲨鱼追的时候,你要不要撇下我跑那么快……
祁煜: 你这种又跑不快又没有自保能力的两腿兽,要是一个人,恐怕在海里活不过一天。
海面风平浪静,头顶群星璀璨,我大口呼吸久违的新鲜空气。
玩家: 看见了吗?“神使”们就生活在岛上那座最高的神庙里.
祁煜抬起头,顺着手指向的那座灯火通明的建筑看去。
祁煜: 你在那里生活了很久吗?
玩家: 嗯,我从小就被神使们收养在那里,久而久之,我也以为自己也是海神的信徒。
玩家: 可等我长大后才知道,我不是海神的信徒,我只是信徒献给海神的“祭品”。
玩家: 只有神使才有资格成为海神的信徒。
祁煜: 你为什么不想办法逃走?
玩家: 逃去哪里呢? 这座岛太小了,无论我逃到哪里,都会被他们找到。
玩家: 要是我能变成一条鱼,说不定逃进海里,他们就找不到了。
玩家: 走吧走吧,再多吹一会儿海风,我就要冻出鼻涕了……
还没走出几步,祁煜便一把将我拽住。
祁煜: 你是被献祭给海神的祭品,你就打算这么大大方方地走进去?
进城前,祁煜在岸边捡了块浮木,刻成一面大小合适的面具让我戴上。
或许是祭典的缘故,空气中弥漫着昂贵的香料气息,四面墙壁上的人鱼烛也燃烧不绝。
刻绘着海神传说的拱廊下,一名街头艺人正弹着里拉琴,哼唱着古老的歌谣——
小贩:海神无法违背自己爱的本能,以及和女孩结下的契约……
小贩: 他从深海中回到了岸上,找到了女孩,从此两人过上了幸福的生活。
剧目结束,木偶戏的帷幕拉起,观众席上的小朋友齐齐感叹惊呼。
小女孩: 可是利莫里亚就是受契约支配的种族,没有这个契约,海神根本就不会记得她,更不会听命于她。
小男孩: 你胡说什么!就算没有这个契约的存在,海神也会找到他心爱的女孩,和她在一起!
小女孩: 哼,你们男人就是天真。
小女孩忿忿,拉拉我的袖子。
小女孩: 姐姐你说呢?海神到底是真心还是因为那个契约,才和女孩在一起的?
玩家: 什么利莫里亚的传说啊,故事啊,都是编出来的……
话还没说完,男孩女孩哇的一声哭了出来。
玩家: 抱歉,我不是那个意思……
小女孩: 那大哥哥,你相信利莫里亚存在吗?你觉得海神会为人类献上他的心吗?
托着腮、同样看得聚精会神的海神本尊点了点头。
祁煜: 相信啊。
祁煜: 因为,我就来自利莫里亚。
我伸手想捂住祁煜的嘴巴,却被他生生压了下去。
小女孩: 那你们利莫里亚人,都是什么样的啊?
祁煜: 利莫里亚人的眼泪会变成明亮的珍珠,歌喉能够幻化为迷人的梦,血液可以让人长生不老,甚至起死回生。
小女孩: 这些我早就知道了!
祁煜: 利莫里亚人也不会因为契约,就轻易喜欢上一个人,这是你们人类的偏见。
小女孩: 还有呢
祁煜: 还想听?
祁煜接过小贩递来的海神和少女的木偶,习惯性要将它们递给少女时,才发现她不见了踪影。
小女孩: 哥哥?
他有些茫然,目光越过途经之处,小吃、木偶戏还有杂要的艺人,却都没有她的身影。
直到望向集市中,不知何时被石榴酒的香气吸引去的少女,才稍稍松了口气。
祁煜: 去跟那个姐姐说,有人在这里等她,她再不来……
他想了想,故意压低了语气。
祁煜: 这个人就不想等了。
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