Forgotten Sea: Chapter 6
MC: I just got distracted for a little while, and you’re upset already?
MC: Now now, don’t be angry, haven’t I come back?
MC: Look, I even bought some freshly made pomegranate wine, when the time comes we’ll bring it back and give it to the siblings Algie and Konche to drink–
Rafayel: I’m not upset, I’m just…
I’m speaking to Rafayel when behind me comes an intense commotion.
Guard: A few days ago the temple was burgled. The pearls in the Sea God’s eyes were dug out. It must have been you who stole them!
Peddler: I’m innocent, My Lord Emissary! This pearl’s owner is… is that unfamiliar customer over there! I wouldn’t dare to touch My Lord Sea God’s treasure!
The peddler points, and the gazes of the guard smoothly slide onto Rafayel and myself.
Guard: Over there! Catch them!
Rafayel: The people they want to catch are us? Whoa, we’ve been targeted.
MC: We weren’t careful…! Normal people would never have casually paid their bills with such high-quality deep sea pearls!
Rafayel: This is just something I casually grabbed from the sand before leaving–hey! Not so hard…
I hurriedly pull Rafayel, and before the guards manage to chase us down, dart into an unoccupied alleyway.
MC: It’s not safe here anymore, we need to quickly think of a way to get back.
Rafayel: Don’t you want to stay?
Rafayel suddenly interrupts me.
MC: … what?
Rafayel: If you want to stay on land, I’ll help you draw away those people.
Rafayel: The Tome of the Sea God says, if it is against the other person’s wishes, the bond is impossible to form.
He turns, kicks a pebble by his foot.
Rafayel: The follower I want to find, it’s not like it absolutely has to be you.
MC: …
MC: You’re so carefree, aren’t you afraid I’ll spread the word about Lemuria?
Rafayel: … but your wish, isn’t it to return to land?
He looks surprised. I shake my head and grab Rafayel’s hand.
MC: I don’t have any wishes, and this is not my festival.
Rafayel’s gaze looks startled. Standing beneath those lifelike, larger than life, fearsome Sea God statues, he suddenly breaks into a smile.
Rafayel: It’s not mine either.
Guard: —those two thieves are here! Catch them!
MC: Crap! They’ve found us!
Rafayel pushes me into the shadows, and lightly walks to the middle of the street.
Rafayel: You like the Sea God’s pearls this much?
Rafayel: I still have plenty here, I’ll give you a few.
He raises both arms high in a backhanded throw. Countless large and small pearls slide across the night sky, landing on the ground in a clatter.
The hawkers and passers-by pause in shock, and then begin to fight and scramble to grab them.
Grasping passer-by: Mine! Mine…!
Guard: No one is allowed to take them! These all belong to the Emissaries…!
Perhaps when the temptation is large enough and attractive enough, humans simply do not need any beliefs.
It turns out, for the Sea God to find a devout and pure faith, is such a difficult task.
Little girl: Big brother, I don’t want the Sea God’s pearls, can you give me the Sea God puppet you just bought?
Rafayel: Here you go, remember to let them be together.
Rafayel shoves the two puppets at her, pats her head, and then pulls my hand and runs into the endless night.
The city gates have been locked by decree. Rafayel and I follow the path along the hill, taking advantage of the dark night to run towards the highest point of the island,
But before us is just a cliff immediately overlooking the sea.
Rafayel: Jump.
MC: ?
The rocks at the base of the cliff are strewn every which way. If you jump in the wrong place, it’ll mean your life.
MC: What a joke, from this high a distance, you’ll die–ah!!!
Rafayel: With me here, I won’t let you drown.
Rafayel ignores my protest, directly kicking me downwards.
Splash–
The onrushing seawater washes me away from Rafayel. The fear of drowning attacks me again.
I flail both my arms, continuously struggling to try to float to the surface.
MC: Rafayel…!
Bobbing up and down in the ocean, it seems I can’t see anything clearly.
Dazed, it seems as if I’ve returned to the day I was first thrown into the sea.
Perhaps dying here is my real fate, and perhaps Lemuria was a beautiful dream I created for myself with the last thread of hope I harbored in my heart.
Ice cold seawater continuously gushes down my throat.
This is why of all the thousands, millions of gods in the world, no matter if they are legendary or really exist, I don’t believe in any of them.
If they really exist, why can’t they hear my prayer, or even hear my pleas for help in my dying moments?
Rafayel: Hold me tightly.
An urgent voice sounds next to my ear. I use all my energy to open my eyes, blurrily making out a familiar figure.
He grips my hand, as if using all his strength.
MC: Rafayel…
I suddenly remember. When I most hoped that this world truly had gods, it turned out someone had already heard my pleas for help.
He says nothing, but holds my face, and gently bends his head down.
MC: Are you upset I was distracted?
MC: Don’t be angry. I returned. Didn’t I?
I even brought with me pomegranate wine. It just finished fermenting! We can take it back for Algie and Konche
Rafayel: I’m not upset. But…
As I speak with Rafayel, there is an argument behind us.
Guard: Someone stole the pearl eyes from the Sea God’s statue in the temple. You must be the thief!
Storyteller: You’re mistaken. The person who gave these to me… is over there! I would never touch the Sea God’s treasures!
The storyteller points, and the guards see me and Rafayel.
Guard: There! Seize them!
Rafayel: Will they imprison us? Oh well. We should start running.
MC: We were careless! Commoners would use coins to pay. Not pearls from the Deep Sea!
Rafayel: I just found them in the sand before we—ouch!
I grab Rafayel and drag him into a deserted alleyway.
MC: We are no longer safe here. We must find a way back.
Rafayel: Don’t you want to stay?
Rafayel interrupts my thoughts.
MC: Huh?
Rafayel: If that’s your wish, I can distract them for you.
Rafayel: In the Tome of the Sea God, the text states I must never go against your wishes. If I did, it’d mean we cannot be bound.
He turns around and kicks pebbles by his feet.
Rafayel: I need only one follower. It doesn’t have to be you.
MC: …
MC: Aren’t you afraid of me telling others about Lemuria?
Rafayel: …But you always wanted to live on the surface world, right?
He is confused. I can only shake my head and take Rafayel’s hand.
MC: I don’t have a wish. Besides, this celebration is not about me.
Rafayel is startled. Then, under the realistic statues of the Sea God, he smiles.
Rafayel: This event has nothing to do with me either.
Guard: The thieves are over here! Capture them!
MC: Damn it! They found us!
Rafayel pushes me into the shadows and walks onto the street.
Rafayel: Do you all want eyes from the God of the Sea?
Rafayel: I have tons. Have at it.
With a flick of his wrists, countless pearls of various sizes soar through the air and cascade onto the ground.
The surrounding merchants are stunned before they start to fight one another, picking up as many pearls as they can.
Passerby: Mine! It’s mine…!
Guard: Cease! None of you can take them. They are only for the Emissaries!
The greater the temptation, the less likely humans need to believe in anything it seems.
‘Tis understandable for the God of the Sea to struggle to find a follower most devout in their worship of Him.
Little Girl: Sir, I don’t want the Sea God’s eyes. Can I get your Sea God puppet instead?
Rafayel: Here. Remember to keep them together.
Rafayel gives the puppets to the little girl. He then takes my hand and pulls me into the night.
The guards have called for the city gates to be closed and barricaded. Rafayel and I run along the path behind a mountain.
Unfortunately, we now stand on a cliff, nothing but the Ocean below us.
Rafayel: Jump.
MC: ?
Sharp, jagged coral and rock lie at the bottom. A single mistake could be disastrous.
MC: Surely you jest. If we jump, we’ll die—ah!
Rafayel: Not with me here.
Rafayel ignores my protests and kicks me off the cliff.
SPLASH!
Rushing water separates me and Rafayel. The horror of drowning washes over me again.
I flail my arms, helpless, trying my best to reach the surface.
MC: Rafayel…!
Beneath the surging waves, I can barely see.
I have returned to that fateful day, when I was tossed overboard.
Maybe my destiny is to die in the Ocean. Lemuria was but a mirage, a dream made in my final moments because I still clung to a sliver of hope.
Frigid, briny water floods my throat.
No matter how many gods there are in this world, whether legendary or figments of imagination, I cannot place my faith in Them.
Even if They are real, why have my prayers gone unanswered? Even now, as I edge closer and closer to death’s door, I am alone.
Rafayel: Hold on tight.
A voice speaks beside my ear. I open my eyes and see a familiar yet blurry figure.
He tightly holds my hand, using all his strength.
MC: Rafayel…
I remember. Although I hoped for the gods to exist, someone has already answered me.
He says nothing. He cups my cheek, and his head moves closer.
玩家: 我只不过是走神一会儿工夫,你就不开心了?
玩家: 好啦好啦,别生气了,我这不是回来了么?
玩家: 看,我还买了新酿的石榴酒,到时候带回去给阿藻还有阿螺他们姐弟俩喝去——
祁煜: 我才没有不开心,我只是……
我正和祁煜说着话,身后忽然传来一阵激烈的喧哗。
守卫: 神庙前几天遭窃,海神像眼睛里的珍珠被人抠掉了,一定是你偷的!
小贩: 冤枉啊神使大人!这珠子的主人是……是那边那位生面孔的客人!我怎么敢动海神大人的宝物!
小贩遥遥一指,守卫的目光顺着滑到我和祁煜的身上。
守卫: 在那儿!抓住他们!
祁煜: 他们打算抓的人是我们? 嚯,被盯上了。
玩家: 大意了……! 普通人怎么会舍得拿成色这么好的深海珍珠随手付账!
祁煜: 这只是我出门前随便从沙子里抓的——唉!你轻点……
我急急忙忙拉住祁煜,趁着守卫还没追过来的工夫,闪进无人的小巷。
玩家: 这里已经不安全了,我们得赶紧想办法回去。
祁煜: 你不想留下来吗?
祁煜忽然打断我。
玩家: ……什么?
祁煜: 你要想留在岸上的话,我就帮你引开这些人。
祁煜: 海神书上说了,如果违背了对方的意愿,无法结成契约。
他侧过身,踢了踢脚边一颗小石子。
祁煜: 我要找的信徒,也不是非你不可。
玩家: ……
玩家: 你就这么放心,不害怕我把利莫里亚的事说出去?
祁煜: ……可你的愿望,不是回到岸上么?
他眉眼讶异。我摇摇头,抓住祁煜的手。
玩家: 我没有愿望,这也不是属于我的庆典。
祁煜目光微怔,站在那些栩栩如生高大威猛的海神像下,忽然间眉开眼笑。
祁煜: 这也不是我的。
守卫: ——那两个小偷在这儿!抓住他们!
玩家: 糟了!他们找过来了!
祁煜将我推进阴影中,脚步轻快地走到大道中间。
祁煜: 就这么喜欢海神的眼珠子?
祁煜: 我这儿还有很多,抠一点送给你们。
他高高扬起双臂,反手一抛。无数大大小小的珍珠划过夜空,稀里哗啦滚落一地。
路边的摊贩走卒先是一愣,随后争先恐后地抢夺起来。
争抢的路人: 我的!我的……!
守卫: 都不许抢!这都是神使大人的……!
也许当诱惑足够大足够吸引人时,人类根本不需要什么信仰。
原来海神想要找到一份虔诚又纯粹的信仰,是如此之难的一件事。
小女孩: 哥哥,我不要海神的眼珠子,能把你刚才买的海神木偶送给我吗?
祁煜: 给你,记得要让他们好好在一起。
祁煜将两只木偶塞给她,拍拍她的头,然后拉起我的手,跑进无尽夜色之中。
城门已被下令堵死,我和祁煜沿着后山的小路,趁着夜色跑向岛屿的最高处。
可摆在我们面前的,只剩一处临海的悬崖。
祁煜: 跳。
玩家: ?
崖底的礁石纵横嶙峋,要是跳不对位置,可是要出人命的。
玩家: 开什么玩笑,这么高的距离,可是会死人——啊!!!
祁煜: 有我在,不会让你淹死的。
祁煜不理会我的抗议,直接将我一脚踹了下去。
噗通——
湍急的海水将我和祁煜冲开,溺水的恐惧再次袭来。
我挥舞着双手,不断挣扎着想要浮出水面。
玩家: 祁煜……!
跌宕起伏的海水中,我好像什么都看不清了。
恍惚中,我好像又回到了第一次被丢入海中的那天。
也许死在这里才是我的命运,也许利莫里亚,只是我心怀最后一线希望时为自己构想出的美梦。
冰冷的海水不断灌入我的喉咙。
所以这世界上千千万万的神里,不管他们是传说还是真的存在,我都不相信。
如果他们真的存在,为什么听不到我的祈愿,甚至在临死前也听不到我的求救呢?
祁煜: 抓紧我。
急迫的声音在耳边响起,我用尽全部力气睁开眼睛,模糊中看到一个熟悉的身影。
他抓住我的手,仿佛用了全部的力气。
玩家: 祁煜……
我忽然想起来。在我最希望这个世界上有神明显灵的时候,原来早就有人听到我的呼救了。
他没有言语,却捧住我的脸,轻轻地低下头去。
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