Forgotten Sea: Chapter 8
My love, I will use the sharpest of daggers to cut open your heart, let it become faith I name as love;
I will bathe your corpse, as clean as a pearl;
I will properly take care of your heart,
Until the day we meet again, and you personally take it back,
–<<Siren’s Song - Act Three - Moya>>
Dream - The End of Sand and Sea
I dreamed.
Both legs sinking into shifting sands, I cannot see clearly what is at the end of the golden evening sky. All the plants grow, clustered around a dry riverbed.
I follow the river bed for a very long time, until my fingers wither and split, and my legs are bleeding.
At the end of the riverbed, a youth with a face that is not clearly visible curls up next to a giant sea creature, feeling its radiated body heat.
He seems to be softly humming something.
The melody that drifts over is wondrous and enthralling, but he’s singing too softly, I can barely hear anything.
I walk to his side, wanting to hear a little clearer.
As soon as he looks up, I recognize that familiar pair of eyes.
He stands up, reaches a hand out to me. Just like if I were a friend who’d gone on a long journey.
“Over there is Whalefall City.” He points towards the distance. A sea creature’s skeleton, dried in the wind, seems to appear from the sand dunes.
“Can you see the ocean there?”
“... Mmhmm.”
I grasp his hand.
After dawn, we arrive at our destination.
The youth turns his body, facing me.
The dagger pierces towards my chest. Drip after drip of warm blood falls, sinking into the whirlpool of shifting sands.
I see my own heart be cut open, his clean white fingers holding my blood-soaked heart.
The drips of fresh blood are used to feed a tiny flame.
At the center of the flame, is a crystal that glows with a peculiar light.
On the wind someone is chanting lowly: “... we walk out of the desert, not in search of an oasis… but because we wish to redeem a heart to become our faith.”
MC: I haven’t had a dream in a very long time, why is this dream so realistic, so…
It makes me so breathless, as if my heart had really been cut out.
These few days, Whalefall City’s magical conch has brought quite a few strange tales from land.
The escaped “sacrifice” angered the Sea God, and the Sea God passed judgment on his followers. A fire burnt down the temple.
The oldest of the Emissaries fell ill after that, and before a few days had passed, he died.
Algie: So what! Wait until tomorrow, it’ll be our Lemuria’s true celebration then.
MC: Algie, what is the Sea God’s Ceremony like?
Algie: It’s, it’s… I can’t explain it clearly either!
According to every Lemurian, the Sea God’s Ceremony is sacred and something to yearn for.
Young girls will put on dresses as light as the waves, braid their long hair, and suspend beautiful pearls and shells in their hair.
MC: Is this the dress you’ll be wearing tomorrow? How pretty.
Algie holds the edge of her skirt and twirls happily before me.
Algie: Don’t fret, we’ve also prepared a beautiful dress for you.
MC: But you will all be going to help, I really don’t know what I should do…
Algie: You just have to stand in the most noticeable spot in front of the city gates, and then all you do is give him your hand.
MC: Algie, do you know what happened at the last Sea God’s Ceremony?
Algie: That was something that happened thousands of years ago. At the time my grandfather’s grandfather was just a little child.
Algie sees I’m worried, and comes over to clasp both my hands.
Algie: Don’t be afraid, I heard the follower will help the Sea God to see Lemuria’s future prophesied.
Algie: And this prophecy will foreshadow Lemuria’s future fate.
Algie: After the ceremony ends, you can come back and play with us again.
Childhood Game - Hide and Seek
… you will meet a person, and she will steal away your most important possession. But even when blindfolded by others and tossed into this world’s ocean, she will still know where to find you.
– << The Siren’s Song - Act 4 - The Weeping Sea >>
After spending an entire minute climbing in through the temple’s window, Rafayel felt slightly tired and a little dizzy.
“Three, two, one… have you all hidden? !”
Algie’s figure was very far away, and looked like an invisible little black dot. Rafayel found a comfortable position and laid down to deal with the long wait before the game ended.
Lemuria’s temple sits on a cliff on the ocean floor, said to be the closest place to the sky in Lemuria.
Because of this, every daybreak, dawn’s first ray of light slides across the spire—but only the spire.
Lemuria is located in a fissure in the deep sea; not a single beam of sunlight can stand the solitude. Only the Sacred Flame continuously provides warmth and light.
Basking in the sun made him sleepy. In order to avoid falling down from the window, he stuck out a finger to touch the Sacred Flame in the niche.
Two flames met and melded, continuing to burn as if they were always one.
The prophecy also said, one day, this flame will go out, and be lit by his flames.
He asked Elder Amund, what happened to the last Sea God? Is he dead? Was he swallowed by fire? When he couldn’t swim any more, was he eaten by fish?
Missing Line: The above line is missing from the original English version.
He says I’m the last Sea God, so after I die, Lemuria won’t have a Sea God anymore?
However, Elder Amund said, the Sea God has an immortal heart; even if his life is coming to an end, he will only slumber in the deepest part of the ocean floor.
Rafayel frowned and thought, that place is too cold and too dark; he doesn’t like it. So he asked, then if one day I hide in that kind of place, will anyone be able to find me?
Elder Amund shook his head again, gazed at the leaping flame, and sighed gently.
...
He slowly stuck his finger into the heart of the Sacred Flame.
This flame wasn’t roiling hot. It was warm like basking in seawater under the noonday sun.
He really wanted to be like those fish that leap out of the surface to take a look, to see that miserly sun, if it was really this warm.
He suddenly got a wicked thought. Perhaps Lemuria’s Sacred Flame was only an inferior copy of the sun.
Little fish: Glub lub lub, glub lub lub.
Rafayel came back to his senses, pulled back his finger, and tugged on the little fish’s translucent tail fin.
Younger Rafayel: Shh, not so loud, I don’t want to be discovered so soon.
Little fish: Blub blub blub, glub lub lub lub lub…
Younger Rafayel: Any more noise and I’ll turn you back into a scale, and not let you come out to play again.
The little fish stops speaking, and blows bubbles boredly.
Younger Rafayel: I hear that on land there are many fun things, and also humans.
Rafayel idly fiddles with the little fish in his hand.
Younger Rafayel: You’re so small, you don’t even amount to a couple of bites.
Younger Rafayel: Even if you go on land, what would you do if you run into humans with bad intentions?
Younger Rafayel: If you aren’t careful they’ll capture you, descale you and cut open your belly, turn you into blubber candles, and…
The little fish suddenly bites Rafayel.
Younger Rafayel: … bite you ruthlessly.
Rafayel shakes the finger that aches from the bite, jumps off the windowsill. He’s already somewhat bored from hiding.
Younger Rafayel: You guys are so dumb, I’m right here!
Younger Rafayel: Next time you have to find me.
I will cut out your heart with a dagger honed, my darling. And in Love’s name, your heart will become my faith.
Your body will be washed clean, shine like a pearl.
I will care for your heart.
Till we meet again. And you reclaim it for yourself.
—Siren’s Ballad, Act III: Muia
Dream: On The Edge of Sand And Ocean
I once had a dream.
My feet sink into the sand, endless is the yellow sky. Plants grow along dried riverbed.
I walk besides it for a long, long, long time. The skin on my fingers is dry, cracked. My feet start to bleed.
At the edge of the riverbed is a young man and a giant sea creature. I cannot make out his features, but I think he is taking in the animal’s warmth.
He appears to be singing a melody.
‘Tis strange, alluring. But I can barely make out any notes as his voice is barely above a whisper.
I take a few steps, wishing to hear him better.
When he looks up, I immediately recognize those eyes.
He stands up and reaches out to me, like I’m an old friend returning from a long trip.
“There’s Whalefall City.” He points to the bones of the sea creature long dead. In the distance, they rest in the sand dunes.
“That’s where I can look at the sea?”
“...Yes.”
I take his hand.
We arrive at our destination when the sun rises.
The teen turns to me.
A dagger plunges into my chest. Warm blood drips and seeps into the sand.
I watch as he rips open my chest and holds my heart with his hand, red with my blood.
A tiny flame feeds on my fresh blood.
A shiny crystal, emitting a strange light, rests at the center of the flames.
There’s a voice in the air, whispering, “The reason for us to leave the desert is not to find an oasis… We’re here for a heart, to take it back and make it our worship.”
MC: I haven’t been graced with a dream for a long time… Why did it feel real?
I feel like I’m suffocating, as if my heart had been ripped out of my chest.
The Miraculous Conch of Wonders outside Whalefall City has brought many rumors about the surface world these past few days.
The Sea God’s lost sacrifice angered Him. In His divine wrath, He burned down a temple to punish His followers.
And then the eldest of the Emissaries was bedridden and died.
Algie: Who cares? Tomorrow will be the Sea God’s Ceremony.
MC: What is it like?
Algie: It’s… I… I’m not sure how to describe it!
Every Lemurian says ‘tis a sacred rite worth attending.
Girls wear light, flowy clothes and braid their hair with beautiful pearls and shells.
MC: This looks pretty. Will you wear it tomorrow?
Holding her dress, Algie happily spins around.
Algie: We also prepared a lovely garment for you.
MC: Everyone is going to help prepare for the Ceremony. I don’t know what to do…
Algie: Just stand in a conspicuous spot and then give Him your hand.
MC: Don’t you know anything about the last Sea God’s Ceremony?
Algie: A thousand years passed since then. My grandfather’s grandfather was still a child then.
Algie senses what I’m thinking and grabs my hands.
Algie: Don’t worry. I heard the Sea God’s follower will help Him see Lemuria’s future.
Algie: The prophecy will reveal the fate of Lemuria.
Algie: You’re free to play with us once the Ceremony is over!
Hide-and-Seek: A Children’s Game
…Someone you meet—she will steal something of great importance to you. Even if you are blindfolded and tossed into the bottomless depths of the Ocean. She’ll know where you are, and how to find you.
—Siren’s Ballad, Act IV: Weeping Siren
After climbing through the Temple’s window, Rafayel felt a little tired, dizzy even.
“Three, two, one… Ready or not, here I come!”
Algie was far, far away, a speck in the distance. Rafayel sat down and expected to wait a long time.
The Lemurian temple stood at the highest point of seamount. ‘Twas the closest to the sky above.
Hence, the first rays of dawn brushed against the spires every morning. And only the spire.
Lemuria was in the bottom of a fissure in the Deep Sea, a place where light would not touch. Only fire provided a source of warmth and light.
The sun’s rays made him tired. To prevent himself from falling, he touched the flame.
Two flames merged, burning together as if they were a single blaze.
The prophecy stated it would go out, only to be reignited by him.
Missing Line: He asked Elder Amund, what happened to the last Sea God? Is he dead? Was he swallowed by fire? When he couldn’t swim any more, was he eaten by fish?
Rafayel frowned and thought, “It’s too cold and too dark down there. I don’t like it!” So he asked again, “Would someone come and find me when I’m hidden there?”
Elder Amund shook his head. He watched the way the flames flicker, then sighed.
…
He plunged his finger into the heart of the “fire” slowly.
The fire wasn’t hot. Instead, it was warm like the sea baked under the afternoon sun.
He wanted to be like those fish that leaped out of the water, to break through the surface and see if the sun was just as warm.
He had an impious thought: perhaps Lemuria’s “fire” is just a poor imitation of the sun.
Little Fish: Glub glub glub. Glub glub glub.
Rafayel came to his senses. He took back his hand and picked up the little blue fish by its tail.
Young Rafayel: Shh, be quiet. I don’t want to be found right away.
Little Fish: Glub glub glub. Glub glub… glub…
Young Rafayel: If you speak another word, you will return to being a scale. And a scale you’ll be forevermore.
The little fish became quiet and just blew bubbles.
Young Rafayel: I heard there is a lot of entertainment on land, as well as humans.
Bored, Rafayel played with the little fish in his hand.
Young Rafayel: You’re small. Barely even a bite if eaten.
Young Rafayel: If we sneak out onto the surface world and meet bad people, could you do anything?
Young Rafayel: Be careful. Or else you’ll be caught, they’ll pluck all your scales, and remove your insides. Humans will turn you into fish oil for a lamp, and…
The little fish bites Rafayel.
Young Rafayel: Bite you.
Rafayel shook his finger from the pain and leapt from the window sill. Hiding was boring.
Young Rafayel: All of you are idiots! I’m over here!
Young Rafayel: Try a little harder to find me next time.
我的爱人,我会用最锋利的匕首剖开你的心脏,让它成为我以爱为名的信仰;
我会冲洗你的尸首,像珍珠那样洁净;
我会好好保管你的心,
直到重逢之日,你再亲手将它取回去,
——《塞壬之歌·第三幕·莫亚》
梦·沙与海的尽头
我做了个梦。
双脚深陷于流沙中,看不清昏黄天空的尽头是什么。所有的植物都只围着一条干涸的河床生长。
我沿着河床走了很久,直到手指干枯皴裂,双脚也渗出血。
在河床的尽头,看不清面容的少年蜷缩在海兽巨大的身躯旁,感受它辐射出的温暖体温。
他似乎在轻轻哼唱着什么。
传来的旋律奇异而撩人心弦,可他唱得太轻了,我几乎什么也听不见。
我走到他身边,想听得更清楚些。
他甫一抬头,我就认出了那双熟悉的眼睛。
他站起来,向我伸出手。就好像我只是个出了趟远门的朋友。
“那里就是鲸落城了。” 他朝远处指了指,沙丘中依稀显现出一具海兽风干的尸骨。
“那里就能看到海吗?“
“……嗯。”
我握住他的手。
天亮之后,我们抵达了目的地。
少年转过身,面向我。
匕首刺向我的胸膛,温热的血液一点一点滴落,陷入流沙的旋涡中。
我看见自己的心脏被剖开,他洁白的手指捧着我血淋淋的心脏。
鲜血滴落,被他们用来喂养一束小小的火焰。
那火焰的中心,是一颗闪烁着奇异光芒的晶石。
风中有人低低吟唱:“………我们走出沙漠,不是为了寻找绿洲……而是要将一颗心赎回来,变成我们的信仰。”
玩家: 我明明已经很久没选购梦了,为什么这个版本这么真切,这么……
令人喘不过气,就好像我的心真的被剜选购了一样。
这几天,鲸落城外的神奇海螺又带来了不少关于岸上的奇闻异事。
出逃的“祭品”惹怒了海神,海神降罪于他的信徒,一场大火烧毁了神庙。
神使中最年长的一位自此久病不起,最终没过几天就一命呜呼。
阿藻: 那算什么!等到了明天,就是咱们利莫里亚真正的选购日了。
玩家: 阿藻,海底的祭典是什么样的?
阿藻: 就是,就是……我也选不清楚!
每个利莫里亚人的口中,选购日都神圣而令人向往。
少女们会换上轻如波光的衣裳,将长发绑成发辫,再用漂亮的珍珠和贝壳悬系其间。
玩家: 这是你明天要穿的新衣裳么?真好看。
阿藻拎着裙摆开心地在我前转了一圈。
阿藻: 别急,我们也为你准备了一件漂亮的衣裳。
玩家: 可你们都会去帮忙,我实在不知道自己该做点什么……
阿藻: 你只要站在城门前最显眼的位置等一会儿,然后把手交给他就好啦。
玩家: 阿藻,你知道上个海神祭典的事吗?
阿藻: 那已经是很多个千年以前的事情了,那时候我爷爷的爷爷都还是个小孩子呢。
阿藻见我担心,走过来拢住我的双手。
阿藻: 别害怕,我听说,信徒会帮助海神看到利莫里亚未来的预言。
阿藻: 而这个预言,昭示着利莫里亚未来的命运。
阿藻: 等仪式结束,你就能再回来跟我们玩了。
童年的游戏·捉迷藏
……你会遇到一个人,她会偷走属于你最重要的东西。可即便被人选购眼睛,抛进这世界最深不见底的海洋里她还是知道在哪里能够找到你。
——《塞壬之歌·第四幕·哭泣的海妖》
花了一整分钟翻进神殿的窗户时,祁煜稍感疲倦,还有点眩晕。
“三,三,一……你们藏好了没有?我开始选了!”
阿藻的身影离得很远,就像一个看不见的小黑点,祁煜找了个舒服的姿势躺下,以打发游戏结束前的漫长等待。
利莫里亚的神殿,这座神殿坐落在海底断崖峭壁上,据说是利莫里亚离天空最近的地方。
因此每到天亮,晨曦的第一束光芒滑过塔尖——但也仅仅是塔尖。
利莫里亚栖居在深海的裂隙中,没有一束太阳的光耐得住寂寞。只有“火种”源源不断提供着温暖与光明。
他被太阳晒得有些困意,为了避免从窗子上摔下去,他伸出手指,去触碰壁龛中的“火种”。
两簇火焰相融,徐徐燃烧,仿佛它们本就是一体。
预言还说,总有一天,这束火焰会熄灭,被他的火焰点亮。
他问安蒙长老,那上一代海神呢?死了吗?被火吞没了?游不动路的时候,被鱼吃了吗?
他说我是最后一位海神,那我死之后,利莫里亚就没有海神了吗?
安蒙大师却说,海神拥有不死的心,即便寿命将尽,也只会沉眠于最深的海底。
祁煜皱着眉想,那里太冷太黑了,他不喜欢。于是他问,那如果有一天我藏在那种地方,会有人找到我吗?
安蒙大师又摇摇头,凝视着跃动的火焰,轻轻叹息。
……
他慢慢将手指伸入“火种”的焰心。
这火焰并不滚烫,温暖如烤在响午太阳下的海水。
他很想像那些跃出水面的鱼一样上去看看。去看看那个吝啬的太阳,是否真的如此温暖。
他忽然冒出一个坏念头。也许利莫里亚的“火种”,只是对太阳拙劣的模仿。
小鱼: 噗噜噜,噗噜噜。
祁煜回过神,抽出手指,拎起小鱼半透明的尾鳍。
小一点的祁煜: 嘘,小声点,我不想这么早被发现。
小鱼: 噗噗噗,噗噜噜噜噜……
小一点的祁煜: 再吵我就把你变回鳞片,不放你出来玩了。
小鱼不讲话了,无聊地吐着泡泡。
小一点的祁煜: 听说岸上有很多好玩的东西,还有人类。
祁煜百无聊赖地拨弄着手中的小鱼。
小一点的祁煜: 你这么小,又没几两肉。
小一点的祁煜: 就算跑到岸上去,遇到坏心眼的人类该怎么办?
小一点的祁煜: 当心他们把你抓走,刮鳞破肚,把你做成鱼油蜡烛,还会……
小鱼忽然咬了祁煜一口。
小一点的祁煜: ……狠狠咬你一口。
祁煜甩了甩被咬得发痛的手指,跳下窗台。他已经藏得有些无聊了。
小一点的祁煜: 笨死了你们,我在这儿!
小一点的祁煜: 下次一定要找到我。
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