Snow's Embrace: Chapter 8
I didn’t know if Zayne would still accompany me on the guqin next year, I just felt like… after returning from the village, he became a little strange.
Even though he still read bamboo slips and took care of the flower tree like he did in the past, he spoke to me less and less.
Of course, he has always been a man of few words, but lately while spending time with him, his attention often wanders off as he looks at me without speaking a single word, to the point where it seems he doesn’t hear anything I say.
It snowed in the mountains again. Zayne sits at the desk, reading bamboo slips. I run to him excitedly, indicating he should look at the two snowmen in the middle of the courtyard.
Zayne: They’re well-built.
Zayne: On the left is Big Hua, and on the right is Little Bai?
MC: It’s you and me! Did I really build it so poorly?
Zayne: I’m only joking. You draped my outer robe on it; it would be difficult not to see the resemblance even if I tried.
MC: I worried they would be damaged by the freeze. I couldn’t bear the thought, so I borrowed your clothing. You don’t mind, do you?
Zayne: what could I possibly mind?
He places the bamboo slip back down on the desk, his hand briefly pausing.
Zayne: These last few days, have you subdued any more new companions?
MC: Since that last time when the spirit snake went mad, I haven’t thought about it again.
MC: However, lately I definitely have felt like my spiritual energy is clear and unobstructed; it’s like it’s grown quite a bit.
Zayne: …
Zayne: Then that is extremely good.
I’m instantly shocked.
Zayne: Then, if I were to let you leave this place, would you be willing?
MC: Then, where should I go?
Zayne: This requires you to search by yourself.
Zayne: With how vast the world is beneath Heaven, and with how many people there are below the mountain, as long as you can properly hide your power, you can go anywhere.
MC: …
MC: I don’t like you saying this… It’s like you’re chasing me away.
Zayne slowly exhales, his expression somewhat softening.
Zayne: You’ve previously said that you don’t want to always hide by yourself on the mountain.
MC: That was before meeting you—and Big Hua and Little Bai. It’s not that I don’t like being on the mountain, I just don’t like being alone.
In the past I thought, if I had someone who could accompany me while eating, hunting, and playing in the rain without getting worried about getting wet, how happy that would have been.
Now… Being able to nap beneath the Divine Tree, wake up and look at the flowers, then occasionally copy books, is also very satisfying.
As long as there is the Divine Mountain, and Zayne.
MC: Living alone on the mountain isn’t that big of a deal. After all, there are hardly any people on the mountain to begin with.
MC: But if I’m still alone amongst a crowd of people, then I would very quickly melt to death like a single snowflake beneath the sun.
Zayne: …that also won’t happen.
Zayne rolls up the scroll and lightly gathers together both hands. After a few strands of faint light flash between his fingertips, two little snowmen appear on the desk.
They’re exactly like the big snowmen I had built—just a lot smaller, and they aren’t wearing any clothes.
Zayne: Not every single snowflake will melt.
MC: But… I’m not like snow that you conjure. Your power can’t protect me.
A heavy weight settles on my bowed head, and his familiar qi passes through the ends of my hair.
Mistranslation Alert: This was originally translated as "familiar scent," but it's actually Zayne's qi energy. Notably, Zayne gives her some of his qi in response to "your power can't protect me."
Even though Zayne only patted my head, I can’t help but straighten out the downturned corners of my mouth.
Zayne: After this, I’ll set an even more difficult assignment.
MC: There’s coursework that’s more difficult than before?
Zayne: Once you finish this cultivation, regardless of what happens in the future, you’ll be able to protect yourself.
MC: Will I become just as powerful as you? Then I’ll need to cultivate for a really long time.
Zayne quietly gazes at the desk. The snowmen watch him , while I stare at his motionless lashes.
It seems like a long time passes before I hear him quietly speak.
Zayne: It will snow for a long while yet. There’s no rush.
Beneath the Divine Tree, there is no longer a desk or any bamboo slips. Instead, in their place is—
MC: That even more difficult assignment, this is it?
Zayne: Mm.
Staring at the bamboo strips piled up before me, I open then close my mouth, and dazedly begin counting them.
MC: …there’s several hundred of these!
As soon as I finish counting, Zayne points.
Zayne: There’s more behind the tree trunk.
I hastily rush behind the tree to look and discover there’s another pile that’s exactly the same as the first!
Zayne: You’re not counting anymore?
MC: I can’t count anymore, it’s made my head dizzy and my brain swell… These all need to be made into umbrellas? All of them?
Zayne: That’s right.
MC: I have to make dozens of umbrellas?
Zayne: Over a hundred.
I close my eyes and lie down on the ground. I really don’t want to face him anymore.
The sound of footsteps slowly draws near and stops beside me. I firmly make up my mind not to be persuaded and simply raise my hands to cover my ears.
Zayne: If closing your eyes and covering your ears could solve your troubles, then I wouldn’t mind if you forge ahead with this move.
MC: Mm?
I clearly shouldn’t have been able to hear him well, but instead, Zayne’s voice grows even more clear as it directly echoes inside my mind.
MC: That’s marvelous… How about this! If I finish making one hundred umbrellas, then you’ll teach me that move, okay?
Zayne: What’s the point of learning this?
MC: I’ll make unreasonable people listen to reason like I’m chanting a sutra. This way, they’ll know what I’m saying is right.
Zayne: …
The sound of his laughter also resounds inside my mind. Its vibration inside my ears makes them faintly itch.
I rub a bit at my ear.
Zayne: What’s wrong?
A slightly cool fingertip gently descends behind my ear and carefully maneuvers spiritual energy to massage the .
That spiritual energy is just like him, crisp and piercingly cold, it can quickly wake someone up. But the energy is reversed, and his touch makes me grow drowsy and sleepy.
I surreptitiously open my eyes a crack, and just happen to catch Zayne’s smiling face.
Even though there is a deep heaviness in his eyes, at this moment he seems calm and content, so I also relax.
Zayne: Are you pretending to sleep, or are you playing along and really going to sleep?
MC: You’ve already found me out, how can I sleep now…
Zayne seems exceptionally easy to talk to today—he doesn’t even rush me to get up immediately and get started. My eyes dart about as I prepare to take a mile after being given an inch.
MC: In the past, every time there was a new assignment, you never told me what it was I was cultivating and wanted me to come to an understanding on my own. Same with the umbrellas too?
Zayne: You want to know?
MC: Of course. Actually, every time we finished a lesson in the past, I could only ever guess part of it. The part I couldn’t figure out, I was always too embarrassed to ask you about.
MC: Being able to completely understand something is definitely better than being left with regrets.
Zayne’s gaze slowly brushes over the pile of bamboo sticks and finally lands on the Divine Tree behind me.
Zayne: Then, this time I’ll first tell you the part you won’t be able to guess.
Zayne: These umbrellas, besides having the power to protect, also have the power to seal.
Zayne: The Divine Tree will grant them enough power to remain effective through the many long years, until the power fades and the seal weakens.
MC: Using this many umbrellas to create a seal, it isn’t a rain or snow monster, right…
Zayne lets out a gentle laugh and ends this topic of discussion.
Zayne: After you complete this cultivation, how about we take a long vacation?
MC: Vacation?
I spring up like a carp flipping through water, only for Zayne to calmly steady me.
MC: Alright, when that time comes, you’ll take me to go sightseeing nearby. Last time I heard them say that the neighboring village is filled with very, very fragrant flowers…
MC: After passing a mountain and two riverbends, there’s a that specializes in making …
After one trip down the mountain, my harvest certainly isn’t small—I even noted other people’s idle small talk, just waiting for the day to show off to Zayne.
I chatter on and on about all the “hearsay” on all sorts of interesting things, my heart brimming full of anticipation.
I don’t know if Zayne will play guqin for me next year… Ever since we returned to the mountains, he’s been acting strange. He still reads the bamboo slips and tends to the Sacred Tree as he always does, but we don’t talk much. Of course, he’s always been a man of few words. Yet as of late, when I’m with him, he often seems lost in thought. He silently stares at me as if he doesn’t even hear what I’m saying.
It’s snowing again in the mountains. Zayne reads bamboo slips behind his long table. I rush over to him, pointing at the two snowmen in the middle of the courtyard.
Zayne: Good work.
Zayne: Is Hua the one on the left and Bai the one on the right?
MC: There’s supposed to be you and me! Do they look that bad?
Zayne: It was a joke. I could tell they were us, especially since you draped my robe over one of them.
MC: I was worried it’d get cold, so I borrowed your clothes. You don’t mind, do you?
Zayne: I can’t say anything since you already took them.
He puts the bamboo slip back on the table, his hand pausing for a moment.
Zayne: Have you tamed any new companions recently?
MC: No. I didn’t want to after the Viper went mad…
MC: I feel like I can better control my power lately. It’s as if I’ve grown a lot.
Zayne: …
Zayne: Excellent.
Zayne: If I asked you to leave, would you do it?
I’m taken aback.
MC: Where would I go?
Zayne: Only you can answer that question.
Zayne: The world is big, and there are many people below the mountain. As long as you keep your power hidden, you can go anywhere.
MC: …
MC: Why are you saying all of this? …It sounds like you’re kicking me out.
Zayne sighs, his expression softening a bit.
Zayne: In the past, you said you didn’t want to be alone in the mountains.
MC: That was before I met you, Hua, and Bai. I don’t dislike the mountain. I just don’t like being alone.
I used to fantasize about how nice it’d be if someone would eat with me, hunt with me, or play in the rain with me without caring about getting wet.
Now… I’m happy with just being able to nap by the tree, wake up and look at the flowers, and occasionally copy books.
As long as there’s the mountain and Zayne.
MC: Living alone on a mountain isn’t a problem since there are very few people here.
MC: But if I’m alone even when there are people, I’ll be like a snowflake in the sun. I’ll melt.
Zayne: …That won’t happen.
Zayne puts away the bamboo slips and clasps his hands. Light flickers between his fingers, and then there are two small, snowmen on the table.
They’re identical to the big snowmen I built– just tinier and lacking clothes.
Zayne: Not every snowflake will melt.
MC: But… I’m not one that you made. Your power can’t protect me.
Something lands on my lowered head, and a familiar scent falls on my hair.
Mistranslation Alert: It's not a scent falling on her hair, it's actually Zayne's qi energy. Notably, Zayne gives her some of his qi in response to "your power can't protect me."
I can’t help but smile as Zayne pats my head.
Zayne: I’ll give you more difficult tasks from now on.
MC: More difficult tasks?
Zayne: Once you complete all of them, you’ll be able to defend yourself no matter what happens.
MC: Will I become as strong as you? That sounds like a lot of training.
Zayne looks at the table in silence. The snowmen in my shadow watch him while I stare at his unmoving eyelashes.
It’s as if eons pass before I hear him speak in a low voice.
Zayne: It will snow for a long time. There’s no need to rush.
The table and the bamboo slips in front of the tree are gone. Standing in their place is–
MC: Is this one of the more difficult tasks you mentioned?
Zayne: Mmm.
Looking at the stacks of bamboo strips in front of me, my jaw drops. I start counting in a daze.
MC: There are hundreds of them!
As soon as I finish counting, Zayne raises his hand and points.
Zayne: There are more behind the tree.
I quickly walk around to the back. It’s part of the same stack!
Zayne: Don’t you want to count those?
MC: I can’t anymore. My head is spinning… These are going to be made into umbrellas? All of them?
Zayne: Correct.
MC: Do I have to make dozens of umbrellas?
Zayne: Over a hundred.
I close my eyes and lie down. I refuse to look at him.
Footsteps slowly approach, stopping beside me. I don’t want to hear what he’s about to say. I cover my ears.
Zayne: If closing your eyes and covering your ears could solve any problem, I wouldn’t mind you mastering this technique.
MC: Hmm?
I shouldn’t be able to hear him well, but Zayne’s voice is somehow clearer than before. It resounds in my mind.
MC: Incredible… Oh, I know! If I finish making a hundred umbrellas, you teach me this skill. Deal?
Zayne: Why do you want to learn it?
MC: So I can repeat the truth like a mantra to people in denial. That way they’ll know I’m right.
Zayne: …
His laugh also echoes in my mind, making my ears slightly tingle.
I rub my ears.
Zayne: What’s wrong?
His cool fingertips gently land behind my hear. He skillfully uses his spiritual power to massage my acupuncture points.
His power is just like him– cold and honest– and can quickly make someone sober. But its strength has the opposite effect on me. I feel drowsy.
I narrow my eyes and catch a glimpse of Zayne’s smiling face.
Even though his eyes carry a heaviness, he appears content. I relax.
Zayne: Are you pretending to sleep? Or are you trying to fall asleep?
MC: You caught me. I can’t sleep now…
Zayne is unusually amiable today. He didn’t rush me to get up and start training immediately. I roll my eyes and prepare to push my luck.
MC: You never tell me what the training is for whenever I get a new task. You want me to figure it out for myself. Is this one going to be like the others?
Zayne: Do you want me to tell you?
MC: Of course! I can only guess based on some of the previous lessons when they end. But I’m too embarrassed to ask you about the rest.
MC: It’s better to understand something fully than to have regrets.
Zayne’s gaze slowly sweeps over the bamboo strip before falling on the Sacred Tree behind me.
Zayne: All right, let’s start with what you couldn’t understand.
Zayne: The umbrellas shall act as a seal. They will also be a form of protection.
Zayne: The Sacred Tree will be a source of spiritual power for the umbrellas to work for years. Once the power fades, the seal will weaken.
MC: Why do you need so many umbrellas? You’re not sealing away a rain monster or snowfiend, are you…
Zayne softly chuckles, marking the ends of our discussion on this topic.
Zayne: After this is over, how does resting for a long time sound?
MC: Rest?
I sit up abruptly only for Zayne to steady me.
MC: You can show me the sights and sounds of the world then. I heard the neighboring town is filled with fragrant flowers…
MC: Over the mountain and past two rivers, there’s a village famous for making Bai Tang Gao…
Mistranslation Alert: 糖糕 tang gao is is sugar fried dough. Bai Tang Gao is something else entirely.
When we were in town, I learned quite a bit and remembered the townsfolk’s gossip. I was waiting for the day I could tell Zayne about it.
As I ramble on about various, interesting stories, I’m filled with anticipation.
我不知道到了明年,黎深还会不会为我奏琴,只是觉得……从镇上回去后,他就变得有些奇怪。
虽然他还是一如既往地翻阅竹简,照顾花树,可和我的话却越来越少了。
当然,他本就是个少言寡语的人,可最近与他相处时,他还会时常走神,看着我一语不发,甚至连我在说什么都像是没有听到。
山中又下了雪,黎深坐在长案后看竹简。我兴冲冲地跑过去,示意他看向庭院中央的两个雪人。
黎深:堆得不错。
黎深:左边的是大花,右边的是小白?
玩家:那是你和我!我堆得有那么差劲吗?
黎深:说笑而已,你把我的外袍都给它披上了,想认不出来都难。
玩家:我是担心它们被冻坏,于心不忍,就借用了下你的衣裳,你不介意吧?
黎深:先斩后奏,我还能介意什么。
他将竹简放回案上,手微微一顿。
黎深:近些日子,你可又收服了什么新的伙伴么?
玩家:自从上次灵蛇发狂,我就再也没动过这个心思了……
玩家:不过我最近的确觉得灵力通透,好像成长了许多。
黎深:……
黎深:如此甚好。
黎深:那若让你离开此地,你可愿意?
我一时愣住。
玩家:那我去哪儿?
黎深:这需要你自己去找。
黎深:天下这样大,山下人那么多,只要你能藏好自己的力量,哪里都可以去。
玩家:……
玩家:我不喜欢听你这样说……像是要赶我走一样。
黎深缓缓叹息,神情软化三分。
黎深:你曾说过,不想总是一个人躲在山里。
玩家:那是遇到你——和大花小白之前。我不是不喜欢山上,只是不喜欢一个人。
以前我想,要是能有人陪我一起吃饭,打猎,淋雨玩闹还不用担心被打湿,那该多快乐。
现在嘛……能在神树旁打盹儿,醒来就看看花,偶尔抄抄书,也很满足。
只要有神山,有黎深。
玩家:住在山上一个人还不会如何,毕竟山里本就没什么人。
玩家:可要是在人群中还是只有一个人,我会像阳光下的一粒雪,很快就被晒死了。
黎深:……也不会。
黎深收起书简,双手轻拢,几缕微光在指缝中明灭后,案上多了两个小雪人。
它们和我堆的大雪人一模一样,只是小了一大圈,也没有衣服穿。
黎深:不是每一粒雪都会融化。
玩家:可……我又不是你幻化出来的雪,你的力量庇护不到我。
低垂的头上多了一份重量,还有一份熟悉的气息从发梢落下来。
只不过被黎深拍了拍头,我就忍不住把撇下的嘴角轻轻拉平。
黎深:之后,我会布置一些更难的功课。
玩家:还有比之前更难的课业?
黎深:完成这次修习,以后无论发生什么事,你都可以自己保护自己了。
玩家:会变得像你一样厉害?那得修习很久吧。
黎深静静望着案几,小雪人蹲在我的影子里看他,我则盯着他静止的眼睫。
好像过去很久,才听他低声说。
黎深:雪还要下很久,不急。
神树前没有了案几,也没有了竹简,取而代之的是——
玩家:更难的课业,就是这个?
黎深:嗯。
望着面前成堆成摞的竹条,我张了张嘴,愣愣地数起来。
玩家:……好几百根!
刚数完,黎深将手一指。
黎深:树干后面还有。
我匆匆绕到后方一看,一模一样的成堆成摞!
黎深:不数了?
玩家:不能数了,数得我头昏脑胀……这些都要做成伞?全部?
黎深:没错。
玩家:要做好几十把伞?
黎深:上百把。
我闭上眼就地一躺,实在不愿意面对他了。
脚步声缓缓靠近,停在我身旁。我打定主意不接受劝导,干脆抬手捂住耳朵。
黎深:要是闭上眼捂住耳就能解决麻烦,我倒是不介意你精进如此招数。
玩家:嗯?
明明应该听不清,但黎深的声音反而更加清晰,直接响起在我脑海中。
玩家:奇妙……这样吧!要是做完那一百把伞,你就教我这一招,好不好?
黎深:学这个做什么。
玩家:把道理像念经一样念给不讲理的人听,这样他们就该知道,我说的是对的。
黎深:……
那声笑也回荡在我脑海,震得耳内生出微微的痒意。
我揉了揉耳朵。
黎深:怎么了?
微凉的指腹轻柔落在我耳后,细致地调动灵力按摩穴位。
那灵力同他一样,泠泠冽冽,能令人很快清醒。但力道却相反,按得我昏昏欲睡。
我悄悄将眼睛虚睁一条缝,正瞧见黎深的笑颜。
即便眼底沉沉,但他此刻怡然,我便也跟着轻松起来。
黎深:是装睡,还是想将计就计干脆睡过去?
玩家:都被你发现了,哪里还能睡……
黎深今天似乎格外好说话,竟然没有赶我起来立刻开始。我眼珠一转,准备得寸进尺。
玩家:之前每次有新课业,你都不告诉我修行的是什么,要我自己领悟。这次做伞也一样吗?
黎深:你想知道?
玩家:当然啦,其实之前每次结课我也只能猜到一部分,猜不到的那部分是不好意思问你。
玩家:要是能完全明白一件事,肯定比留有遗憾更好。
黎深的目光从竹枝上缓缓掠过,最后停在我身后的神树上。
黎深:那么,这次先告诉你猜不到的那部分吧。
黎深:这些伞除了保护,亦是封印。
黎深:神树会给予它足够的力量,供其在漫长岁月里发挥作用。直到力量流失,封印松动。
玩家:要用这么多的伞来封印,该不会是什么雨怪雪怪吧……
黎深轻笑一声,结束了这个话题。
黎深:等这次修习结束后,休长假如何?
玩家:休假?
我一个鲤鱼打挺坐起身来,被黎深不慌不忙地扶住。
玩家:好啊,到时候你再带我去周边看看吧。上次听他们说,隔壁镇种满了很香很香的花……
玩家:过一座山,再过两个河湾,还有专门做糖糕的庄子……
下山一趟,我的收获可不小,将别人的闲聊都记下来,就等着哪天找黎深显摆。
我絮絮讲着“道听途说”的各种有趣事,心里盈满期待。
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