Snow's Embrace: Chapter 9
Over one thousand bamboo sticks, over ten thousand colorful ribbons—learning how to make a single umbrella turns out to be far faster than breaking through a formation.
Zayne said, after the umbrella ribs have been constructed, I only have to wait for a large snowfall. At that time, my umbrellas will be completed.
I’ve finished one hundred and ten umbrella ribs, but I still don’t know what it is I’m cultivating this time—perhaps only Zayne can tell me. But lately, I haven’t seen even his shadow, and even Little Bai doesn’t appears much as before.
I really want to know what it is he’s busy with… perhaps I can help him? Or perhaps it’s because I’m unable to help, which is why he hasn’t told me.
Just one more step to go, and my umbrellas will be completed.
The finished umbrella frames are piled up in a small mountain not far from the Divine Tree. The wind blows through the hollow umbrella ribs, making all manner of strange sounds.
I lie within the umbrella mountain nearly bored to death as I wait for the “” to descend.
Making umbrellas is a sleep-inducing task, so lately I’m always sleepy.
MC: No one’s around, it’s so boring…
Zayne: …not here?
MC: (Huh? It seems like he doesn’t know I’m hidden here…)
Zayne: Since that’s the case—
Zayne: “On the 12th day of the , slacking off from cultivation”... This ought to be officially recorded, just in case someone tries to deny it later.
MC: (He actually has an accounting book that records my slacking off? Now that’s not acceptable… I’ll find an opportunity to steal it and set it on fire.)
I silently scheme, secretly thrilled with this unexpected gain.
Just as I decide to patiently wait to see if I can overhear some “secrets,” suddenly, my surroundings go silent and even the strange-sounding wind stops.
I get a and lift my eyes to look—
Through the piled up layers of umbrella ribs, a pair of eyes as clear and soft as melting snow waits beyond the gaps, greeting me with a smile so elusive, it can never be found when sought.
Zayne: Why did you think to sleep beneath the pile of umbrellas?
MC: Just… wanted to try it…
Zayne: Still not coming out?
MC: If I come out… first, don’t look.
Zayne: Why.
MC: Because… I have to use both my hands and feet to burrow out. It doesn’t seem like it’ll look very graceful…
Zayne’s brief laugh drifts through the umbrella ribs. I’m so flustered by his laughter that I really want to just crawl out and give him a scare.
Zayne: That certainly isn’t too good.
A cold sensation suddenly rises. His spiritual power gathers the wind like towering waves, and in the blink of an eye, over a hundred umbrella ribs are lifted up to float in the air.
I raise my head and look at the umbrella ribs gently swaying in mid-air, and very quickly notice drifting shadows falling from the
MC: It’s snowing! My umbrellas can finally be completed today, right?
Zayne: Mm.
MC: It’s finally almost over!
Zayne: …
MC: These umbrellas were made with the Divine Mountain’s bamboo and are now covered with the Divine Mountain’s snow. Doesn’t that make every one of them a Divine Artifact?
MC: Even though I don’t know what you want to seal with them, but with so many umbrellas, you should be able to leave two or three behind, right?
MC: At that time, I’ll have one, you’ll have one, and Little Bai can have one too…
Zayne: If you are given an umbrella, use it by yourself. Don’t give it to anyone else.
Zayne: As long as the snow on the surface of the umbrella doesn’t melt, then there is nothing you need to fear.
Zayne: However…
Zayne seems to recall something and shakes his head as he smiles.
Zayne: You like to go looking for trouble. Perhaps the umbrellas will get used very quickly.
Snowflakes drift towards the umbrella ribs, gently floating down to rest upon the smooth, evenly shaped bamboo sticks, covering them in a lustrous canopy of pure white snow.
The snow is silent yet falls quickly, and it seems that all of the umbrellas will be fully covered in the blink of an eye. Suddenly, my heart skips a beat and I immediately grab onto Zayne’s sleeve.
MC: Zayne, the umbrellas are completed, my cultivation has finished.
Zayne: Mm.
MC: When the time comes, what will I become?
Zayne: What do you want to become?
MC: I want… I don’t want to become anything else, I just want to stay like I currently am.
Zayne: …
Zayne: Your wishes, at least one will come true.
I tightly press my lips together, yet am unable to stifle an inappropriate yawn.
Zayne: Sleepy?
MC: …making umbrellas was so boring. You and Little Bai also didn’t come visit me, so that made it even more boring.
MC: But I’m not going to sleep. I want to bear witness to the moment when they are fully completed.
I rub my eyes, futilely trying to rub away the heaviness of my eyelids. Through my blurry gaze, I see something like—
drawing in every single snowflake and every strand of wind, the energy stretching all the way into the heart of the Divine Tree.
MC: The Divine Tree has become so big and strong..
Zayne: …You saw it?
MC: I did see it, but… is that power overflowing from the Divine Tree, or is the Divine Tree drawing in power?
Zayne reaches out and gently covers my eyes, blocking the entire scene.
Zayne: Sleep for a while, alright?
MC: But…
Zayne: Don’t be scared.
I very rarely can refuse Zayne, especially when he uses this kind of gentle, shallow tone.
I can skip looking at the umbrellas, but Zayne lulling me to sleep only happens once in a blue moon, so I very quickly disregard the strange feeling in my heart and close my eyes.
Zayne: Sleep a little longer. There’s no need to awaken too quickly.
Zayne: Afterwards, you can go see those very fragrant flowers, and try out sugar fried dough in the hamlet.
Zayne: Bring along an umbrella, my snow won’t melt…
MC: (But… how long counts as long…)
I don’t remember when Zayne’s voice disappeared.
How I fell into a deep sleep, I also don’t remember.
I only remember that sleeping on the snow-covered ground was soft and comfortable, and not the least bit cold. After my heart hurt for a while, it became completely silent.
MC: (How long counts as long…)
MC: (Zayne…)
It’s probably because the layer of ice on the cold pond has started to melt, or perhaps the tender shoots beneath the frozen earth have opened up a single crack in the ground.
A crisp, splitting sound explodes inside my mind, startling me awake from a deep dream. The senses that had disappeared for a long time suddenly return.
The first that awakens is my sense of smell—a very faint fragrance curls around me without dissipating. I open my eyes, only to be met by dappled white light that makes me close my eyes again.
MC: …
The dappled light shifts and sways, casting shades of dark and light red through the thin skin of my eyelids. After my eyes fully adjust, I finally understand the origin of the fragrance.
The entire tree is covered with a snowy sea of flowers in full bloom. The already lush and towering Divine Tree now seems as if it can hold up the blue dome of Heaven.
MC: All the flowers are blooming!
MC: …Zayne?
There is no longer any snow beneath the tree, and it is so quiet all around me that not even a single bird cry can be heard, as if I am the only one left between Heaven and Earth.
I use the tree trunk to support myself as I rise, then circle the tree once in search, but there are no traces of anyone else.
MC: Little Bai…?
Not far away lies a small grey-white ball. Yet, when I approach, I discover it’s only a rock.
Beside the rock is a folded umbrella. I had thought it was Little Bai keeping a watch on it for me.
MC: There’s only one umbrella.
MC: He knew I wanted one, so he left one just for me?
I’m glad that I found a reasonable explanation for myself, but after trying a few times, I just can’t manage to smile.
MC: Zayne, Little Bai, you’re both not here?
MC: …Zayne, are you here?
MC: …
A silent qi aura emits from the Divine Tree. I dare not be too loud, so I hug the umbrella and quietly return to my small house.
Mistranslation Alert: This was originally translated as a "breath" emitting from the tree, but it's actually Zayne's qi energy, his primordial life force.
From that day onwards, after waking up every day, I would go to the Divine Tree and sit in a daze, then return to sleep at night.
The weather grew warmer day by day, but it was still very cold near the Divine Tree. When I slept beneath the tree, I ended up being frozen awake in the middle of the night.
It was also around that time that I suddenly realized I could no longer sense the Divine Tree.
My power seemed to have been completely suppressed by something.
The sunlight grows fiercer with each passing day. I carefully put away the umbrella and then discover that the canopy made of snow truly hasn’t melted.
MC: (Will he really not return before the umbrella breaks…)
When I open the umbrella, a familiar clear, piercing qi aura hits me in the face. I bite down on my lower lip, but the calm I had done my best to maintain suddenly collapses.
Mistranslation Alert: This was originally translated as "familiar, refreshing scent," but it's actually Zayne's qi energy, his actual life force that he had imbued in the umbrella, smacking MC in the face.
I bury my head beneath the umbrella until the barely audible sound of footsteps arise, and the side of my hand brushes against warm, soft fur.
MC: Big Hua…!
Big Hua is considerably calmer than before. Even when I tightly hug her, she doesn’t struggle, and when my tears soak her fur, she doesn’t growl.
She gently wags her tail, brushing against my shoulder.
MC: I don’t like this…
MC: No one’s here… do you know where they went?
Big Hua raises her head and looks towards the Divine Tree.
MC: Would the Divine Tree know where they are?
I also raise my head and blankly stare at the canopy of the tree that is like a snowfall upon the clouds.
A tiny piece of snow floats out and descends towards me.
MC: …Zayne?
I hurriedly reach my hand out to catch it and draw it closer for a look—it’s a single unfamiliar white flower. It’s as clean and white as snow, but unfortunately, it isn’t snow.
MC: Since I am no longer able to sense the , then this is probably a false impression.
MC: But…
If it isn’t a false impression, then this is definitely the answer the Divine Tree has given me.
Flowers fall in their season—. The person I want to find is perhaps no longer here.
I carry that flower and think for a long, long time. Big Hua comes and goes, bringing me a red fruit in her mouth.
MC: Thank you, Big Hua.
I gently place the white flower on the ground at the base of the Divine Tree, then rise, put away the fruit, and give Big Hua’s head a pat.
MC: You’re so amazing, you’ll definitely guard this place well.
MC: Before we return, I’ll hand the Divine Tree over to you, alright?
Only after hearing Big Hua’s whimper do I finally nod, then pick up the umbrella and head towards the path down the mountain.
Since he’s not here, then I’ll go elsewhere to search. The world beneath Heaven is vast and the people are numerous—so long as I carry my umbrella, I can go anywhere.
I’ve already rested for a very long time. From now on, not a single moment can be wasted.
Before I step through the Divine Tree’s barrier, I turn my head back and look one last time.
Beneath the Divine Tree, Big Hua’s silhouette has grown very blurry, but the Divine Tree is still towering and beautiful, just like in the past.
MC: It’s so fragrant… that flower just now, what kind of flower was it…
MC: Once I find Zayne, I’ll definitely have to ask him.
Beneath the Divine Tree, the tranquil white flower takes root—gracefully, it rises, its delicate fragrance curling and lingering of its own accord.
Thousands of bamboo strips and tens of thousands of colored ribbons surround me.
Learning to make an umbrella is much faster than intercepting a trap. Zayne said I should wait for snowfall after the umbrella frames are ready.
At that time, my umbrellas will be done. After I finished hundreds of umbrella frames, I still don’t know what I’m training for. Zayne might be able to tell me, but I haven’t seen him around lately.
Even Bai is nowhere to be seen. I want to know what he’s busy with… And if I could help in any way. Or maybe he didn;t say anything because he knows I can’t help. Once I finish this last step, my umbrellas will be complete.
The finished umbrella frames are grouped into a small pile not far from the Sacred Tree. The wind passes through the empty frames, making all sorts of strange sounds.
I hide within this mound of umbrellas, waiting for the arrival of the “white paper.”
Making umbrellas is a sleep-inducing task. I’ve been feeling very drowsy recently.
MC: No one’s around. It’s so boring…
Zayne: …No one’s here?
MC: (Hmm? It’s as if he doesn’t know I’m hiding in this spot…)
Zayne: Then…
Zayne: “In winter on the twelfth day of the twelfth lunar month, someone skipped her training”... Noted. In case someone disputes it.
Mistranslation Alert: The 11th lunar month is 冬月 dongyue, not the 12th lunar month, which is 腊月 layue
MC: (He actually has a record? Impossible… I have to steal and burn it when I get the chance.)
As I come up with a plan, I can’t help but also revel in this unexpected discovery.
I continue to wait, in hopes of discovering more secrets, yet the sounds around me cease.
Sensing something, I look up–
Through the layers and layers of umbrella frames, eyes as soft as melting snow calmly stare back at me, greeting me with a barely discernible smile.
Zayne: Why did you decide to sleep under a pile of umbrellas?
MC: I… I just wanted to try…
Zayne: How long do you plan to stay there?
MC: I’m coming out… but you need to look away first.
Zayne: Why?
MC: Because … I need to crawl out. I won’t… look pretty.
Zayne’s short fit of laughter pierces through the umbrella frames, making me feel embarrassed. I want to crawl out and scare him now.
Zayne: I agree. It is an embarrassing matter.
A chilly wind blows. Spiritual power gathers like waves, and in the blink of an eye, hundreds of umbrella frames are lifted into the air.
I look up at the floating umbrella frames. I quickly notice shadows falling from the sky.
MC: It’s snowing! Will I be done with my umbrellas today?
Zayne: Mmm.
MC: It’s finally over!
Zayne: …
MC: These umbrellas are made from the Sacred Mountain’s bamboo and covered in the mountain’s snow. Can they be considered divine artifacts?
MC: I don’t know what you’re sealing, but we should keep two or three umbrellas. We have a lot, right?
MC: There will be one for me, one for you, and one for Bai…
Zayne: If you have an umbrella, keep it. Don’t give it to other people.
Zayne: As long as the snow on the umbrella doesn’t melt, you don’t need to be afraid of anything.
Zayne: however…
Shaking his head, Zayne remembers something and smiles.
Zayne: Trouble seems to find you a lot. The umbrella may be consumed quickly.
Snowflakes fall onto the umbrella frames and cover the smooth bamboo. The umbrellas’ surfaces turn into a pure, flawless white.
This snow is silent but fast, as if it wants to cover all the umbrellas in the blink of an eye. I suddenly feel my heart pounding. I quickly grab Zayne’s sleeve.
MC: Zayne, once these umbrellas are done, my training will be over.
Zayne: Mmm.
MC: What will I become then?
Zayne: What do you want to become?
MC: I think… I don’t want to change. I want to be how I’ve always been.
Zayne: …
Zayne: At least one of your wishes will come true. I’m certain of it.
I purse my lips, but an untimely yawn still comes out.
Zayne: Are you tired?
MC: … Making umbrellas is boring. You and Bai haven’t been visiting me, which made it worse.
MC: But I won’t sleep. I want to be here when all the umbrellas are done.
I rub my eyes in an attempt to get rid of the sleepiness. Through my blurry vision, I see–
Spiritual power of an icy blue covers the sky, pulling every snowflake and the wind to it. It extends into the Sacred Tree.
MC: The tree is so powerful now…
Zayne: …You see it?
MC: Yes, but… Is this power flowing from the tree? Or is the tree absorbing it?
Zayne reaches out and covers my eyes.
Zayne: Would you like to rest?
MC: But…
Zayne: Don’t be scared.
I don’t often say no to Zayne, especially when he speaks slowly with this somewhat gentle tone.
I can miss the umbrellas, but Zayne’s attempt to lull me to sleep is too precious to disregard. I quickly ignore the odd feeling in my heart and close my eyes.
Zayne: You can sleep for a bit longer. You don’t need to wake up early.
Zayne: After this, you can go see those flowers and try the village’s Bai Tang Gao…
Zayne: Take an umbrella. My snow won’t melt…
MC: (But… how long is “a bit longer”...?)
I don’t remember when Zayne’s voice disappeared.
I don't remember how I fell into a deep slumber either.
All I remember is that sleeping in the snow was nice. It was soft and not cold at all. After a while, my aching heart quieted down.
MC: (How long is “a bit longer”...?)
MC: (Zayne…)
It was either the ice thawing in a frozen pond or sprouts creating a fissure as they broke through the frozen earth.
The crisp crackling is clear in my mind, startling me awake from my abyss of dreams. My long-lost senses suddenly return.
My sense of smell is the first to come back. A very faint fragrance envelops me. I open my eyes, and a dappled, white light blinds me.
MC: …
The light dances, shining past my eyelids and casting various dark shades of red in my vision.
Once my eyes adjust, I finally discover the source of the scent.
The tree is covered in blossoming, snow-like flowers. The lush, towering Sacred Tree seems to be holding up the sky.
MC: The flowers are blooming!
MC: …Zayne?
There's no more snow under the tree. It’s so quiet. Not even a single bird chirps. It’s as if I’m the only one left in the world.
Using the tree trunk as support, I stand up. I circle around the tree, but there’s no trace of him.
MC: Bai…?
There’s a small, grayish-white ball nearby. When I approach it, I see it’s just a rock.
Next to the rock is a folded umbrella. I thought Bai was guarding it for me.
MC: It’s the only thing here.
MC: Did he leave it for me because he knew I wanted one?
I’m satisfied and happy with my logical reasoning. Yet no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to find any humor in it.
MC: Zayne? Bai? Where are you?
MC: …Zayne, are you here?
MC: …
A silent breath comes from the Sacred Tree. I quickly quiet myself and return to my hut with the umbrella.
Mistranslation Alert: This is a major mistranslation. It is not a "breath" coming from the tree. This is Zayne's qi energy, his primordial life force.
Since then, I would wake up and stare at the Sacred Tree every day. Then I’d go home and sleep the night away. The weather continues to get warmer, but it’s still cold near the tree. I fall asleep under the tree and then wake up from the cold in the middle of the night. It’s at that moment I realize I can’t sense the Sacred Tree anymore. My power is being suppressed.
The sun is getting brighter each day. I carefully put away the umbrella, realizing the snow on it doesn’t melt.
MC: (Will he not appear until the umbrella breaks…?)
When I open the umbrella, a familiar, refreshing scent touches my face. I bite my lip, and the calm facade I’ve been holding collapses.
Mistranslation Alert: This is a major mistranslation. It is not a "scent" hitting MC's face. It's actually Zayne's qi energy, his actual life force that he had imbued in the umbrella, smacking MC in the face.
Under the umbrella, I bury my head in my hands, not looking up until quiet footsteps approach. Something warm and furry touches my hand.
MC: Hua…!
Hua is a lot calmer now. She doesn’t squirm when I tightly hug her, and she doesn’t grumble when my tears wet her fur.
She gently swishes her tail, brushing it against my shoulder.
MC: I don’t like this…
MC: They’re not here… Do you know where they went?
Hua looks up at the Sacred Tree.
MC: Does the tree know where they are?
I look up, staring blankly at the cloud-like crown of the Sacred Tree.
A bit of snow appears and falls toward me.
MC: …Zayne?
I hurriedly catch it and take a closer look. It’s a white flower, but I’m not sure what species it is. It’s as white as snow, but it’s not made of ice.
MC: I can’t sense everything anymore, so I guess it’s just my imagination.
MC: But…
If it’s not, then this is the tree’s answer for me.
Falling flowers represent goodbyes. The person I’m looking for might no longer be here.
Cradling the flower, I think for a long, long time. Hua comes and goes, giving me bright red fruits.
MC: Thank you, Hua.
I gently place the white flower on the ground next to the tree. I stand up, put the fruits in my pocket, and pat Hua’s head.
MC: You’re strong. You should be able to guard this place.
MC: I’m trusting you to protect this tree until we return. Is that okay with you?
When Hua grumbles, I nod and begin my trek down the mountain with my umbrella.
Since they’re not here, I’ll look elsewhere. The world is big, and there are a lot of people.
However, as long as I have my umbrella, I can go anywhere.
I’ve rested enough. I can’t afford to waste a single moment.
Before I leave the tree’s domain, I turn around to take one last look at it.
Under the tree, Hua’s figure is blurry, but the Sacred Tree stands tall and beautiful like always.
MC: It has such a nice scent… What kind of flower could…
MC: When I find Zayne, I need to ask him.
Under the Sacred Tree, the white flower takes root. It stands tall and emits a faint fragrance.
上千根竹条,上万根彩绦,学做一把伞倒是比破阵要快得多。
黎深说,伞骨做好以后,只需等待大雪。到时,我的伞就完成了。
百十把伞骨做成时,我依旧不知道此次修得何物,或许只有黎深能告诉我。但他最近常不见人影,连小白也少露面了。
真想知道他在忙什么啊……或许我能帮上忙?也或许是知道我帮不上,所以才不说吧。
只差最后一步,我的伞就要完成了。
做好的伞架子在神树不远处堆砌成小山,风从空荡荡的伞骨中穿过,吹出各种怪声音。
我躲在这座伞山内,百无聊赖地等待“纸”的降临。
做伞是一件催人睡去的事,所以我最近总是犯困。
玩家:谁都不在,真无聊………
黎深:……不在吗?
玩家:(嗯?他好像不知道我藏在这儿……)
黎深:既然如此——
黎深:“冬月十二日,修行偷懒”……合该记录在案,以免有人抵赖。
玩家:(居然有我的偷懒账本?这可不行……找个机会偷出来,烧掉。)
我默默盘算着,一边为这项意外收获窃喜不已。
正打算耐心等等,看还能不能听到什么“秘密”,忽然周遭一静,呜呜怪响的风都停了。
我心有所感,抬眼望去——
透过层层叠叠的伞骨,一双冰雪轻融的眼睛静等在空隙之外,用几不可寻的笑意迎住我。
黎深:怎么会想到睡在伞堆下,
玩家:就,想试试……
黎深:还不出来?
玩家:出去的话……你先别看。
黎深:为何。
玩家:因为……我要手脚并用钻出去,好像不太雅观……
黎深短促的笑声也穿过伞骨,我被他笑得窘迫,真想干脆爬出去吓他一跳。
黎深:那确实不太好。
寒意骤起,灵力聚风如涛,眨眼间便将百十把伞骨托起浮空。
我仰头看着空中微微浮动的伞骨们,很快发现片片阴影从天际飘落。
玩家:下雪了!我的伞今天就能完成,对不对?
黎深:嗯。
玩家:终于要结束了!
黎深:……
玩家:这些伞,用的是神山竹,披的是神山雪,岂不个个都是神器?
玩家:虽然不知道你要用它们封印什么东西,不过有这么多把,应该可以留下两三把吧?
玩家:到时候我一把你一把,小白也可以占一把……
黎深:若是拿到一把伞,你自己用,不要给别人。
黎深:只要伞面的雪不融化,你就什么都不用怕。
黎深:不过……
黎深回忆起什么,笑着摇摇头。
黎深:你喜欢找麻烦,伞或许也会用得很快。
雪瓣向着伞骨落去,轻飘飘搭落在匀称光滑的竹枝上,覆作莹莹无瑕的雪白伞面。
这雪无声却疾,仿佛要在眨眼间覆尽所有的伞。我忽觉心悸,连忙拉住黎深的衣角。
玩家:黎深,伞做完了,我的修行就结束了。
黎深:嗯。
玩家:到时候,我会变成什么样?
黎深:你想变成什么样子?
玩家:我想……我不想变成别的样子,就像现在这样。
黎深:……
黎深:你的愿望,总有一个会实现的。
我紧紧抿住嘴,却忍不住那个不合时宜的哈欠。
黎深:困了?
玩家:……做伞无聊,你和小白都不来看我,更无聊。
玩家:不过我不睡,我要见证它们完成的时刻。
我揉揉眼睛,妄图揉掉眼帘的沉重。模糊视线中,仿佛看到——
冰蓝色的灵力遮天蔽日,牵引着每一片雪、每一缕风,这些灵力一直延伸到神树之内。
玩家:神树变得好强大啊……
黎深:……你看到了?
玩家:看是看到了,但……那是神树溢散的力量,还是神树在吸收力量呢?
黎深伸手虚虚盖在我眼前,阻断了所有画面。
黎深:睡一会儿,好吗?
玩家:可是……
黎深:不用怕。
我很少能拒绝黎深,尤其是当他用这种有点温和浅慢的语气。
伞可以不看,但黎深的哄睡千载难逢,我很快忽略掉心中的异样,闭上眼。
黎深:睡久一点,不用急着醒来。
黎深:之后,你可以去看那种很香的花,去试试庄子里的糖糕……
黎深:带上伞,我的雪不会融化……
玩家:(可是……要多久才算久呢……)
黎深的声音消失在何时,我一点也不记得。
如何陷入沉睡的,也一点不记得。
我只记得,雪地睡起来好松软,一点也不冷。心口疼了一段时间后,彻底变得安静。
玩家:(要多久才算久呢……)
玩家:(黎深……)
大概是寒潭上的冰层开始化冻,又或者冻土下的嫩芽顶开一条裂缝。
裂声清脆地炸响在我脑海,惊得我从沉梦中挣脱,消失许久的感官倏忽回归。
率先醒来的是嗅觉,一股极淡的香味缭绕不散。我睁开眼,又被斑驳白光照得闭上。
玩家:……
光斑晃动着,透过眼上薄薄一层肌肤,映出深浅的红。彻底适应后,我终于知道香气的来源。
满树雪海般的花正盛绽着,本就繁茂的高大神树,几乎有了支撑苍穹的姿态。
玩家:花都开了!
玩家:……黎深?
树下再没有雪,四周安静得连鸟鸣都无,仿佛天地间只剩下我一个人。
我扶着树干起身,绕树寻找一周,遍无踪影。
玩家:小白……?
不远处趴着一只小小的灰白团子,走近了却发现,只是块石头。
石头旁放着一把收起的伞,我还以为是小白在替我守着。
玩家:只有一把。
玩家:知道我想要,特地给我留的?
我为自己找到一个合理的解释而高兴,可试了几次,却怎么也笑不出来。
玩家:黎深,小白,都不在?
玩家:……黎深,你在吗?
玩家:……
静默的气息来自神树,我不敢太大声,于是抱着那柄伞,静静地回了我的小屋。
从那天起,我每天醒来去神树发呆,夜里再回来睡觉。
天气一天天暖和,但神树附近还是很冷。我在树下睡着,半夜里竟然会被冻醒。
也就是那时我才突然意识到,我感受不到神树了。
我的力量,好像被什么压制住了。
阳光一日烈过一日,我小心地收起伞,后来发现,雪做的伞面果真没有融化。
玩家:(难道在伞坏掉之前,他都不回来吗……)
撑开伞时,熟悉的清冽气息扑面而来,我咬住下唇,勉力维持的平静骤然崩塌。
我把头埋在伞下,直到微不可闻的脚步声响起,手边触及一片温热毛茸。
玩家:大花……!
大花沉稳了许多,被我紧紧搂住也没有挣扎,被我的眼泪打湿皮毛也没有吼。
它轻轻甩动尾巴,拂过我肩头。
玩家:我不喜欢这样……
玩家:谁都不在……你知道他们去哪了吗?
大花仰起头,看向神树。
玩家:神树会知道他们在哪吗?
我也仰起头,茫然望着霏如云端的树冠。
一片小小的雪从中浮现,向我坠来。
玩家:……黎深?
我忙伸手接住,捧近来看,是一朵模样陌生的白花。洁白如雪,可惜不是雪。
玩家:既然已经无法感应万物,那这应该是错觉
玩家:但是……
如果不是错觉,那么这的确是神树给我的回答。
花落有期,是为别离。我想找的人或许已经不在此处了。
我捧着那朵花,想了许久许久。大花去了又来,为我叼来红红的果子。
玩家:谢谢你,大花。
我将白花轻轻放在紧挨着神树的地上,起身揣好果子,拍拍大花的脑袋。
玩家:你这么棒,一定能守好这里。
玩家:在我们回来前,神树就交给你了,好吗?
得到大花一声呜咽,我这才点点头,携伞向下山的路走去。
既然这里没有,那就去别处找。天下很大,人也很多,只要撑着我的伞,哪里都去得。
我已经休息了好久,接下来,可是一刻都不能浪费的。
走出神树结界前,我回头再看了一眼。
大花趴在树下的身影变得很模糊,但神树仍旧高大美丽,一如既往。
玩家:好香啊……刚才那朵,是什么花……
玩家:等找到黎深,一定要问问他。
神树下,恬静的白色花朵落地生根,亭亭而起,幽香自萦。
Read the End Notes for an academic explanation of the umbrella's cultural symbolism, as well as three theories as to what really happens to Zayne at the end of this myth!
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